She (an ex friend) had been emotionally sucking on me for years before I stopped feeling sorry for her and started to sort of catch on. I'm still vacillating between thinking "that *****' b*tch" and "no, she can't really be that bad." It's like her game was so subtle and so manipulative. Sometimes I still can't quite put my finger on it, I just know she's got a lot of bad JuJu and that she can't be happy for me. It's like she is always jealous of what other people have even though she is doing well. Looking back in retrospect I think she did a lot things to try and *** up my life all the while saying she was my best friend. I "carried" her through a lot of her bad times - she didn't understand boundaries at all. Man, it got so fuking weird for a while I couldn't even see straight. I don't talk/see her anymore - she ditched me when I got what she wanted most . Of course, I'm the bad guy cause I stopped calling/emailing back. I want her to pay for messing with my life. I NEED CLOSURE!
2006-08-16
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