I wish I was white( I hate being black.I want to comit suicide)?

Question

all my life i have been treated and talked to badly by (SOME)white people.Some white people assume that all black people are the same.They assume we act the same in all ways. I'm also afraid to date a white person because I fear that they might click on me if they were to get mad at me and call me the n word

Answer 1

ha ha ha.....you're a funny dude. you really got these idiots on here believing you and begging you not to kill yourself and trashing their own race to make you feel better.

ha ha.... you got em. you won. the idiots that responded to your post and believed you lost.

LOL!!!!

Answer 2

Rascism sucks. Unfortunately it's not going to go away for several more generations ( if it even does). There will always be people singled out by other people either through fear, or envy, or lack of understanding because they don't fit someone else's " ideal". The Jews and Muslims, for example, have been fighting each other for 3000 years, and that fight is FAR from abating.
Your best bet is to say "who cares what others think? I know I am a good, decent human being, and I do the right things. I work hard. I try my best." I've met some incredibly wonderful black people who are gracious and kind, and I've met some white people who are the perfect definition of the n-word. So don't lose hope. Life is short enough without taking it from yourself.

Answer 3

You shouldn't talk that way it's horrible. Some black people think white people all have the same attitudes and that isn't true either. It's all going to come down to how you portray yourself. Hold your head up high look people in the eye and smile. I do it and whatever pre -concieved ideas people have about me fly out the window. We can't change how other people act we can only take care of ourselves. We are what's important, not random strangers on the street! Date whomever you like don't even worry about what could happen. My husband has called me the C word once and sometimes you can't help stupid sh@! people get angry and say what they can to hurt you it doesn't mean that they really mean it and as far a being called the N word I would be that's right B@!@@ you like that chocolate I don't know what. Don't live your life worried about what could happen and worring about what other people think LOVE YOURSELF!
Were not all bad.

Answer 4

Whaaaat the phuque!!!!!!!!!Wohhhhhhhhhooaaaa! Git a grip!!
This suicide key rap is about to git ya one in the kisser! Wake up & smell the bacon! You sound like a complete, bonafide idiot of wot, 11? Tuffen up nincompoop! So ya git a little ATTENTION wid yer whimpy suicide key rap but it's the WRONG idea! You MUST see your self-centered whiney lil black problem is a result of some major malfunction of yer circumstance, be it a loss of parents or merely a prank to prompt some attention. I'm certain that you could do a Michel Jackson & bleach yersef silly, or recognise that the treatment you get usually reflects the treatment you render. So far, the key rap that you're uttering is ammo enough for anyone to be handing you a loaded gun & throw you in a sealed garage with the engine running. But you're too smart to give up. Your life isn't merely yours but God's! He'll let you know how stoopid it is to wanna be something you're not! Whether you know it or not, life is a precious gift & you alone are responsible for making yer own & other lives better! So we don't wanna hear your self-pity & threats of self destruction. Instead, we wanna help you help yerself to be able to help others. So, wot ever 'n' word you're 'worrying' about doesn't destroy you, git used to the idea that woteva anyone 'thinks' of you is really none of your business. It's wot you think of yersef dat counts! Nincompoop wid a capitol NINK!

Answer 5

Okay, first of all, DO NOT COMMIT SUICIDE. What are you going to accomplish by doing that? Make your familiy cry? Take away the bad feeling? Guess what. You won't be feeling ANYTHING AT ALL. Second, if white people are pushing you around, I would say talk to an adult or a counselor. This is serious.You won't be " ratting" any one out. If they call you the 'n' word, don't retaliate. Just report to the nearest adult. And don't let it bother you. You're perfect the way you are. :)

Answer 6

I am most sorry you are feeling this way. I read somewhere and it says, 1) " you are what you think ! " 2) Successful people ask better questions and as a result they got better answer. If you ask a Terrible question, you will get a Terrible answer 3) Remember it's not only the questions you ask, but the questions you fail to ask that shape your destiny. 5) We are what and where we are because we first imagined it - Donald Curtis 6) You are what you read.

Whether you are black or white, the colour of your blood remains the same, which is RED !

Most sorry if I have not answered your question !

Answer 7

YOu cant worry about the color of you skin. It's what you were given by God. If some white guys want's to use that against you then he's just an idiot. But if you lose your temper b/c of said white guy then you are an even bigger idoit. The white guy will think he has a great life b/c white and some of them will have no self-esteam so they will make fun of minorities to make themselves feel better. Just dont worry about it. Hate to say that b/c I know its hard to do. Good luck and God speed.

Answer 8

If people judge you based solely on the color of your skin, they're narrow-minded and ignorant, and you can safely disregard anything they say or tell you.

I don't know if you're religious or not, but if you are (or even if you aren't), God doesn't judge you based on the color of your skin, but by the content of your heart and soul, so don't harbor hatred, prejudice, etc. and treat others the way you would want to be treated (the "golden rule", but also spoken by Jesus in the Bible).

There were many people who thought they would be saved cause they did good works and lived according to the law, but because they were often arrogant and biased against anyone who wasn't like them, they never really did love God. That's why the poor, the sick, fishermen, prostitutes, people you would consider to be "scum" were saved, while those "righteous" people weren't saved because they refused to see their own faults so they could correct them and live according to God's plan.

Yeah, it's a little stereotypical, but turning your heart to God will do wonders for you. I used to be angry a lot, and plotted revenge against people (never carried it out though). At other times I too wondered why I should go on living.

But then God smacked me upside the head and showed me what I should be doing, which is to help people, not hurt them. If you open your heart and mind to God, He can do many great things for you, and through you, you can show the will of God to others as well.

Don't despair because of the color of your skin. Those people are idiots, and if they call themselves Christians, they're not living according to Jesus's teachings (Jesus warned about that too, cause many people would think they're doing good for God, but by their actions they aren't). God won't lift you out of the storm, but He'll give you the strength to endure it if you let Him.

As for secular stuff, you can try talking to a guidance counselor if you're still in school. They might be able to help you through some of this trouble. Writing may also help, and if you're good at it, you can make a lot of money too.

And just remember, not all people are prejudice and filled with hatred. There are those who do care about other people, and try to help them, regardless of the color of their skin, or where they come from. From what I've seen, there are many more good people in the world than there are bad, so don't let the bad ones get you down. If you concentrate enough, you can almost phase out the bad ones if they talk bad about you, and anything they say will just bounce off. Just be careful or you may become too "hardened", and won't care about anything at all.

Answer 9

Just ignore the dumb white people and if a girl calls u the n word call her a cracker lol. I have a lot of black friends and they are all different and pretty cool. Don't commit suicide. think bout ur family and stuff, a lot of good things about being black too. for example: you accomplish somethin really good and unexpected it will be like slappin all the rascist in the face.

Answer 10

My precious child .um um someone has been telling you all this rubbish and feeding you seeds of hate. No all people are hateful towards blacks. In fact I have seen alot of black people telling thier children how much they are hated for being black. Please this is wrong . In fact I know what you are saying though. I was raised in a town where back in the early 60s they were really hatefull towords people who were not white It's not so much like that anymore Most black parents tell thier kids this and it is WRONG!! That is why you feel like this . I was told once that I was RACEST (being a landlord) and All because I had to evict someone who was not paying Rent .. the lady was yelling and carrying on in my office screaming throwing things and I told her Ma'm you show me what color RESPECT is and then we can discuss the other. PLEASE my son in law is black my daughter is very white skinned and I love him and my grandbabies very much. Besides why do you have to date a white man..will he make you feel any better NO alot of white people can act bad too. It depends on you alot of white folks are awesome some are not . We are all equal in Gods eyes . Love your self God created you in His image. Love yourself that is His plan be happy enjoy life and who YOU are black yellow or white. Those same people who were hateful towards us we went to se years later and they still live worse then we ever did and are sickley and in poverty. I am a mixture of German Maya indian spainard from catalonia spain .latino and they did not care we were labeled DAMM DIRTY MEXICANS no matter what ! Do not let sorry folks ruin your self image. God Bless and BE PROUD OF WHO YOU ARE !!

Answer 11

You need to learn to love and accept yourself for the way you are. If you can't realize that you are a special person, maybe a counselor or psychologist can give you the tools to help you with this. Good Luck and God Bless!