have you ever had thoughts of commiting suicide?

Question

I have had couple of thought of doing it, i never had true friends because my we moved a lot. nobody truly got who i was, not school or even my family.. i saw everyone else having fun with their life, loving their life, but i on the other hand hated it, i was getting depressed by the moment, everytime when i was alone (which is many times) i always thought about killing myself.. but now i have many friends, i love life to its fullest and i hope i would never be in that corner again, never knew the value of friends as i do now.

Answer 1

I am so happy for you, that you have made it through the rough years, a lot of times when we are going from adolescent to the teenage stage it's a very,very hard change because not only is the body changing but so is the mind heart and thoughts, so we tend to get confused, and feel like no one understands us, or care about us, so we want to hurt ourselves just to know we can feel something.
When I was younger like around the age of 12-13 years-old yes I tried to hurt myself a couple of times, I think I was feeling left out of my family circle and I want help but didn't know how to ask for it, except through acting badly, (I think) but, now that I am older married, with children I know now that I was looking and reaching out in the wrong way but, the only way I knew how then, I know that my daughters will soon start going through this in their life one is 9 yrs-old and the other is 11 yrs,-old I am looking and waiting so I can be there for them, If they let me that is.
Again I am happy for you and I hope that one day you will be able to help another if they need you to, you will be able to share with them what it is that you have been through yourself.

Answer 2

I'm happy that you found the light in your life. Friends truly are valuable and everyone needs a friend. Hopefully this taught you a lesson about being a friend yourself...

I had many thoughts of suicide. Mostly between the ages of 14 - 18. I hated my lfie, hated waking up, and just didn't think life was worth living. I got my life together, did something about it, moved out, found a job, got some good friends and a great fiance and now I'm the happiest I've been in a very long time! I'm sure everyone has had a thought about it at one time in their life.

Live life to it's fullest and be happy!

Answer 3

The US society is wierd.For example the suicide rate is higher than the homocide rate.True fact.And everone who is part of the REAL americe knows how people get murdered everyday.But people don't talk about issues like that.And the majority of that portion are native americans.I heard one time from a doctor(that was down to earth) that it is a natural human emotion to think of it at least once in your life.It comes with the territory.In a depressing society, how can you not be depressed.So we run from it by smoking weed and getting drunk.But at the end of the day we are still depressed.And the doctors say that the people have the problems.Depression is a grace of life that triggers thought.The thought that makes us ask WHY?Depression is a normal thing, just try and find a good outlet.

Answer 4

Yes. I even went into therapy, but they focus more on the allegations of abuse from my family than on my suicidal attempts. I was prepared to die at a very early age- I had notes written to everyone who knew me at the time- I still don't let too many people in close to me and that does make for some difficult times- I reason with myself that I'm better off without anybody that way they won't be disappointed in me- I still don't know how my family never realized that I was suicidal because I was a human canvas- I would carve my body- I even was asked not to return to school until one of my carvings was almost invisible because it represented a time of Jewish sacrifice- I had carved the Nazis symbol into my arm- I still can see it to this day and I wish I had never carved this into my arm.

Answer 5

Yes , but I know what it's like to have a family member commit suicide , everybody takes the blame for what happened ....so then the thought goes away

Answer 6

Yes, when my daughter ran off with her 3 daughters and we did not know where they were. I was so depressed and felt I had no way out. I could not cope, but then I realized that would be a sin and that always put those thoughts out of my head. My husband always told me that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. He is so right. There is always hope and tomorrow is a better day. My daughter and 3 granddaughters live with us now and we could not be happier.

Answer 7

I have had thoughts of commiting suicide to and it almost landed me in saint albens I had to go at 12:34am at night and get evauluated and got home at 4:13am and it was evauluated twice and the first time they had me a bed set up at a mental hospital in tennesee and was gonna ship me there but I talked them out of I told them I was lieing when I said I was gonna hang myself and the second time I was cutting myself and I have many scars and my mom saaw a big deep cut right down my vein and she called my sister and in 2 days I'm going to a childrens home to live and be conttrolled by the state so dont ever say or do anything like that if you get ready to just remember my story my name is Christy and you can email me at [e-mail] that was the scariest day of my life and in 2 days will be to so dont ever let that be the scariest thing in you life PLEASE because it is to late for me bye now but email me for as long as you want because i will be able to check it there bye now!!!!!!

Answer 8

I have. I actually almost followed through it. But before you think about it think of who and what you'll be leaving behind. I was depressed and my friends were really supportive. I found out who my real friends are and some people who just bug the living crap out of me. I love my life now, though, I've moved to a new school and have so many friends who are brilliant. Sometimes life gets you down and you start thinking about it, and it's hard, but life goes on, and once you've hit rock bottom, the only way to go is up. Plus, girls are twice as likely to think about suicide than boys, but boys follow through more.

Answer 9

I'm glad you got out that stage. Every time something goes wrong there's always a solution and killing yourself should never be the answer to loneliness!! If you ever feel that way again you should talk to someone! like family and eventually a doctor! Good luck! Stay Happy!~!

Answer 10

i comprehend lots of people who as quickly as had to commit suicide, they simply about did yet something stopped them do you comprehend what that's, they chanced on a reason to stay, they chanced on they do have a purpose, in case you do no longer think of there's a purpose, make a purpose for your self, make your very own venture in life, shop your self busy, so as which you do no longer think of of those issues. in case you think of oh i could die at present or the following day, then stay lifelike it is your final day, what could you do if it became you final day to stay, i advantageous heavily isn't sitting on my ***, being depressed, i could pass around, return and forth the international, pass on a highway holiday, carry some friends, do each and every little thing i had to. attempt assisting human beings, like truly listening to there issues after which you adult males can help each and each others with each and each others issues. you have a purpose you at the instant are not an twist of destiny you have the flair to be large, in case you do not have self assurance me, then you definitely'll on no account comprehend in case you do no longer attempt. II comprehend this is unhappy to lose a chum, i've got had close kin individuals pass away it wasn't basic in those days, yet while i died that doesn't be what they needed, shouldn't i do what they could have needed me to do. shop residing shop your head up carry in there.