i feel dead inside?

Question

the details are that i am with a verbally abusive and sometimes physically abusive man i know to leave but i feel stuck as if i would rather die, when he is gone i feel suicidal and when he is here i cannot stand him

but i have no friends no life no nothing anymore

Answer 1

First, I urge you to get to a doctor right away. There could be a physical reason for this.

Second, you need counseling to help you deal with these feelings. Lots of people have these feeling so you are not alone. You would be surprised if you questions people about this. A lot of people you may admire are taking some form of medication for this problem.

Third, take yourself out of the environment that is dragging you down. Do not shut the door and hide alone inside your home. Get to a health place. Church is a good place to start because there are a lot of positive people there.

Good luck. I hope you will follow some of this advice. I have been in your situation and have learned what to do to help myself.