No way man! I wanna live life to the fullest!...even when things get rough...gotta take the bad with good.
2006-07-31 02:40:53
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answered by It'sMe23 5
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I have wanted to stop living many times. I've been sick off and on most of my life. I go to the doctor and while there is obviously something there... they can't explain why my body does the things it does.
When I was younger I would get really sick and I couldn't eat. I would lose weight and go to the doctor only to have them run tons of painful tests and still hear them say, "Hm, I just don't know what is wrong with you." They would even write out prescriptions saying, "I think this is what you have." And come to find out... they were totally wrong.
We pay doctors to know. They go to college for eight years and we expect them to have answers. So its sad and really disappointing when that is their answer. And it robs me any sort of promise for a future.
Right now I have heart problems, my marriage is falling apart, my mom is attempting to control my life, and I'm still dealing with these doctors that want to poke and prod me for months at a time just trying to figure out what is wrong with me.
In moments like these I want to stop living. There are moments when my body it tired, my mind is tired, and I feel completely broken down and I seriously contemplate ending it all.
But this is life. When things go wrong survival always kicks in. I am not a quitter and I am incredibly strong to survive as long as I have.
More often than not I have a "Bring it on" sort of attitude. If my life is meant to be difficult then I'll take it. I'm a fighter. And if I die tomorrow I will know that I fought the odds to live the best life I possibly could despite this body that continues to fail me and the situations I am in and have been in that are beyond my control.
2006-07-29 08:19:33
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answered by Allie5277 2
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Why use a euphemism, why not ask have you ever considered suicide? Then my answer would be yes, more than once. The reasons are too complex and personal to broadcast here. Sufficed to say, I received counseling but, interestingly enough, after many years the thought still briefly pops into mind.
2006-07-29 07:17:40
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answer #3
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answered by williegod 6
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Many times. Mostly out of curiosity to find out what the next level would be like without having to go through the required steps.
2006-07-29 07:23:35
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answered by OB 1
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Though I have had problems with depression, I have pretty much always been afraid of death. There have been times when I've felt I've been a useless waste of space - but my will to live still remained strong.
2006-07-29 07:19:15
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answered by Holiday Magic 7
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a few years ago i was going through depression and i was also an hyprocondreac, which was a big point in my life i had anxiety attacks, and i didn't always want to go on, but i did and now i am happy and do not believe that something is wrong with me every few minutes.
2006-07-30 04:34:48
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answered by spring goth 3
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there is no death.if u live fully moment to moment ,fully,then there
is no question of death.death and life is the both side of same
coin.if there is no birth there is no death too. if u live fully,then death becomes
a celebration a beautitude.live fully and then death vanishes
and when it comes it becomes a joy,a blessing.
2006-07-29 07:19:40
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answer #7
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answered by TAPS 1
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no
Do me a favor n help me wit my question i posted up if u can
thanx
2006-07-29 07:33:01
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answered by Am so Curious 4
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huh "looks around" awwwww shucks im still here
2006-07-29 07:12:44
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answered by darkangel1111 5
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well sure then you would have no responsibility and no taxes to pay!
2006-07-29 07:13:50
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answered by jen 5
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