here it is read it ps she just me all the time and i dont email her back???????????humHow are you feeling now? I am glad to write you today. I have seen
dream yesterday at night.
It was nice dream and I think I will tell you about it soon in my next
e-mails. Did you see any
dream about us? Can you tell me what did you see? Today I have a lot of
work and I can't write
long letter. But I will try to write as so much, as I can. How the
weather in your country?
Here is cold a little. Temperature +13C and all night and morning was
rain. Today I found out
that my riend Olga in hospital. She is ill. She got sick yesterday. I
will visit her this weekend.
I don't know what happened with her exactly but I will know this
weekend. I just accidentally met
her mom and she said me that Olga in hospital now. It's not good news
but I hope everything will
be allright and Olga will recover soon. You know Tom, I thouhgt a lot
about my past relations
and I decided to let you know about my past relations with men. It was
just one time but I want
you to know about it. Because I don't have secrets from you Tom. I want
to tell you that
Russian men, almost all of them, usually treat to women
disrespectfully. They consider that woman
only have to work, to cook, to wash cloths and entertain the man when
he wants. For the Russian
man it is a usual thing to offend a woman. I like to cook, take care of
my apartment, wash clothes
but sometimes I would like to receive a simple caress, love and
attention to me! I don't want
to offend all the men. Of course there are good men in Russia but they
are not many. Men usually
speak dirty words when speak with woman and consider that there is
nothing bad in such behavior.
Some years ago I had boyfriend. We had good time together (I think I
haven't told you about it
earlier). He was kind. But he liked to drink. When he got drunk he
became an absolutely other
person. He talked with me with bad and dirty words. The time passed and
his love to alcohol became
a habit. He became another person - rude and evil! He had taken a great
interest in beating me,
frequently struck and knocked me by hands and the next day he smiled
and talked with me as if
nothing had happened. I began to be afraid of him and I have left him.
Second time I met other
guy but I figure out quickly that all what he want is the sex and
nothing more. I stopped our
relations and he even was not upset. My soul was wounded very much, my
heart was broken. After
this I couldn't make myself to meet another man. At least here. Now I
don't trust Russian men.
Because I know there is a lot of man who like to drink. A lot of heavy
drinkers. I think our
country have a lot of troubles in social sphere and in life of people
at all because of this
problem. I am afraid to give my love to someone and get back just a
rudeness and misunderstanding.
If you have disagreements with lady, you Tom can apply roughness? Do
you Tom capable
to change a usual quarrel to the peace, pleasure and a smile? I hope
so. I dream and think that
I meet my man who will take care about me, make me happy! I would do
the same for him and would
do everything I could to make him the happiest man in the world! I
would follow him everywhere
he goes no matter how far it would be! I would leave my friends and
family to be with my man if
it should be. I would try to visit and communicate with my former
homeplace sometimes but my man
is the most important for me than everything else! I have prepared new
picture for you today.
Actually I prepared more than one picture and I will send it to you. I
have attached one picture
here and tomorrow I will send other. You know that usually all my
pictures was taken by my friends
or me or my mom. I don't use service of special photographers. I just
sent you simple pictures
not professional. I hope you liked it. Like I loved yours. I would like
sometime to send you
more sexual picture but I don't have it. I think maybe later it may
happen. I will think about
it. I want to tell you I love you very much and all my feelings to you
are real!!! Do you
understand it Tom?!!! I want to find tender, nice man and to create
family with him. I want
to have children. I love children! I want to take care about them and
about my husband too!!
I really want it! It's my main purpose in life! Do you understand me? I
love you Tom and it's
true! I am sure! If you really think the same to me I think we need to
try to make our relations
more closely! Do you agree with me Tom? I would even come to you if you
want it of course.
I already wrote you before I will follow to my love to any place in the
world. There will no any
barriers for me. Because my love will help me to find my man. And I
really hope that this man you
%toname! Can you confirm my words? I would like to hear these words
from you if you really sure
in your feelings. I am sure in my feelings! I love you my Tom. You are
the best man for me and
I hope we can meet someday. Hope soon! Can I to know about your point
of view about it? I will finish
my letter. I hope you could to know little more about me. I will wait
your next letter with impatience.
Hugs and kisses from your Natalia.
P.S. Ow, just forgot to tell you I can't write you this weekend. I will
write on monday and will
try to write tomorrow. Maybe I will send you message from internet club
but I am not sure. I will miss you Tom.
2006-07-21
06:03:54
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