i been cold hearted for so long...exactly a year ago yesterday i saw some little boy dying in front of me and i walked away like nuthin happened...then there was some kid being jumped and robbed in front of me and i let him get stabbed 2 days ago.. (there are several others things but its too much to type) whats wrong with me i used to be so caring and loving as a little kid and now as a teen i dont give a shyt about anything.
2006-07-16 04:21:19 · 19 answers · asked by Puertorican Problem 3 in Pregnancy & Parenting ➔ Adolescent
no no no im not depressed or anything but for some reason i LIKE being this way people tell me im a ****** up person.
2006-07-16 04:25:21 · update #1
ever since i got shot in the leg when i was 12 ive been this way i just realized that.
2006-07-16 04:27:44 · update #2
no it wasnt because i didnt want to get hurt...it was because i didnt even CARE that he was being jumped and stabbed...
2006-07-16 05:24:42 · update #3
Listen closely sweetheart... you're not cold hearted. No young person should EVER have to witness the things that you've witness in the past year. Your mind is simply protecting you by guiding you in another direction. Please stay focused on one thing only. Your education. I know it's going to be hard to do this considering the circumstances you are currently in, but a good education truly is the key to your freedom. Use that good heart of yours to make this a better world. Find a career path and focus on reaching that goal. Please trust me on this. Also, next time you are a witness to a crime do walk away, but find a phone and call the police. That's what they're there for. You don't have to identify yourself if you don't want to. Just call, give the facts, hang up and continue on protecting yourself. Good luck to you. I know that you have a purpose for being here... find out what your purpose is and take good care.
2006-07-16 04:28:58 · answer #1 · answered by mJc 7 · 3⤊ 0⤋
Lets see I was very very compasionate when I was little up to middle school an High school but the more I advanced in years an the more bias I got becuase my compasion the less I had .
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But as prseure increadsed from my peers making fun of me as a pu***.
An from my own borther, an from the homo kids stero typing as gay .
An other dumb stuff that happens to you when you try to be a good person, in high school.
Mix that with me being apathetical when stuff happens to me an being unable to stand up for my belifes , plus me being studdburn an lazy not wanting to indure anything "I dont have to".
I tryed to lose my compasions, thank God , God didnt let me tottaly do it , an I prayed an prayed to get it back totaly .
An now I happy to say I cry like a babby sometimes .
Call me PU*** , Gay , Homo , cry baby what ever , But now im going to stand up for what i belife in an what I know is right ! So your the idiot ignorant fool , uncompasionat jerk !
(that's what you have to do to have charcater an belifes suffer the judgmentolnes an etc that comes with it an indure !)
Its all written in the Good Book (Holy Bible)
"The righoues shall live by faith"
"My bretheren, count it all joy when you fall in various trials, Knowing that the testing of you faith produces patience"
"But let patience have its perferect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing."
2006-07-16 05:18:56 · answer #2 · answered by cingular11111 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Sounds a bit to me that you might be in gang and trying to be the ruff heartless thud.If not it is hard to understand why else you would be near all this shooting and stabbing. Drugs , alcohol, abuse, many things contribute to a persons attitude toward life. When ever you would like to get that innocence and caring back, just turn to God and ask for forgiveness for all your sins. No matter how great or small they are and in Jesus name ask to be saved. That is the greatest love you will find and feel and can save others lives as well. I don't know you personally , but I do care about you. Stay safe and well.
2006-07-16 04:45:37 · answer #3 · answered by auntkarendjjb 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Pretty sad that already you've begun to feel this way. Normally people don't get noncaring and disallusioned until later in life. If you are seriously asking the question, perhaps you need to think about it more, do a bit of research, put yourself on a 'studing path', so to speak. Make it your goal to at least act like you care. I've heard that the more a person acts like something, even if they are not, it becomes integrated into their character. Like if they smile, even if they don't feel like it, the smile will start to become how they feel.
2006-07-16 04:26:18 · answer #4 · answered by merlin_steele 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Im cold hearted too since 2 years ago when I was 11 but if someone is in danger call police or something for aid thats really cruel
2006-07-16 04:30:18 · answer #5 · answered by T_claire 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I do not know why you suddenly turned this way; but i do know that you are not beyond repair. There is still hope left for you
If you realize that you are cold hearted that itself is good; there is still some feeling left. Get help. Try a counseller; perhaps he can explore some deep ingrained hurtsin your subconsious that even you may not be aware of
2006-07-16 04:50:00 · answer #6 · answered by dark and beautiful 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Just think if anything like this happens to your bro or sis then you'll realize the feeling and the pain.join in prayers ,meet friends
become social.you can also join meditation to find the angel in u or a group which looks after social promblems like hiv+ children or cancer patients,also you may go for counselling.best of luck.
2006-07-17 04:10:11 · answer #7 · answered by SANA 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
who cares? when i see somebody getting stabbed or mugged i just walked the opposite direction. dont go getting in trouble with the wrong guys, unless they're littler then u n u gotta gun, then thats a different story. dont worry about it, nobody else helped either so u just as bad as them. u just minding ur own business u know? if i was mugging a kid n u came up to me to stop i'd mug u too for butting in.
2006-07-16 05:50:41 · answer #8 · answered by dyboy34 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
You sound like you are depressed, maybe you need to talk to someone. If you don't like the way that you are, only you can make changes to the way that you are. Don't let this messed up world make you cold hearted, be better than that.
2006-07-16 04:24:26 · answer #9 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
gosh your mean.......but when you let that kid get robbed and stabbed maybe you didn't want to get hurt.Like you said you got shot in the leg when you were 12.But you are really mean.You shouldn't like being this way and you do seem depressed.Go see a therapist.
2006-07-16 05:19:54 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋