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I'm not sure if I believe in any of this stuff, but sometimes I think horribly sadistic things or think very nasty words in my mind. I know I'm not a bad person because I'd never actually do or say any of those things. I don't think I'm mentally disturbed either because it isn't all of the time and I don't have any will to actually do any of those terrible things.

I used to be a more mellow and laid back person now I just feel angry and dejected all the time and there is nothing in my life that would be a reason for that. I know it isn't depression because there is just no reason for it and it isn't regularly occuring. It isn't even like a voice in my head or anything, it just sort of comes out of nowhere.

I don't even know that I believe in God or anything paranormal. Hell I barely believe in humanity. Even right now I feel compelled to do something violent. Is this some sort of depression or psychosis or demonic possession or am I just a bad person?

2006-07-14 10:10:09 · 20 answers · asked by Anonymous in Society & Culture Mythology & Folklore

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sure they can if they install a bug in your ear. your angry cause your not filthy stinking rich or somebody has crossed you.

god isn't afraid of snakes except poisonous ones or giant ones like in BOA verses CONSTRICTOR see the good news bible that god artaxes looks about to kiss the snake cause if roman empire movie that said emperor is god is correct then the turban guy was god.

of course TODD has heard you or vincent if you like because that fact i can type this means i have a soul.

god is dying but the love light will go one cause its some sort of machine or portion of every brain.

or maybe he TODD AS VINCENT or vise versa.

yes please pray for me cause they say its my last summer.

ever see why artaxes in good news bible the turban headed emeperor is seen holding the snake about to kiss it? because the snake represents some taking an orphans rights? that brings victory to far east? but i forgive.

when they said god created everything like say the STAR read that word as S as in stevenson and TAD as in TODD and I as in Iarry and I as in ONE.

and god=g+o+d=7+15+4=26=2+6=8. means that is earth and the sun and the moon ie 8. and 8=h and thus god as one is h, god as three(trinity) is god and god can only be proved over time thus check calendar months for H and see what it says:

MARCH APRIL MAY

so H A P(DI stitched together)RIL IVI stitched together AY reading forward and
H C R A IVI stitched together

and good news bible says an angel of the LORD is god thus based on GOD=H and my bloody arm I must say I AM GOD.

I AM is god and I AM=I A IVI stitched together
and I AM=iam=iarri stitched together

and truthfully they pronounce my name Larri todd stevenson.

and that is my wrist.

and as all things commanded to praise, honour, or laud HIM they see the french stop sign as:

I ARRET I as further proof I AM GOD, but no magic in me its an honourary title for an orphan basically is my guess for the fact that:

LORD GOD TODD=A based on same math that god=h and TRUE=A thus ultimately:

LORD GOD TODD=TRUE

thus the mysstery of the bible is solved as NT mentions god has a new name in revelations.

and don't expect money from me because I AM poor and without magic. and remember the bible says their is two temples of god, GOD JEHOVAH and the Lamb, and the Lamb=LarriDI stitched together

and TOP PROSPECT shows TODD=ROS DI stitched together E CUT was when i got those marks to teach her a lession.

and it is also the story of the ASHEN HORSE of DEATH as she honestly was a ho. and in the german language the ROSSKASTANIE VON TOD is the translation of ASHEN HORSE OF DEATH and truthfully I once broke her arm cause she dared to compare. and NI is 4-1 in roman numerals and they add to V(5) as the appearance of the shape of the cuts on my arm.

so in german GOTT ES EIN looking at EIN from above see NI3 which is the 4-1 bone ie Me.

and worship no god but ME.

ME=IVI stitched together [iL

E
II
[
i
L

and as king of the angels is said to be called Abaddon you mistakenly assumed it was a bad don but math proves don=f and loser=f so true god as king of angels is a b add on and winner=b and b=DI stitched together and D=IIII

read between the lines and see that

EMPEROR=E IVI stitched together PERIODI\
KING=IT I IV CUT (because in times new roman font G cut spells CUT)

and Lamb=lamp is stated in bible so b=p as both are DI stitched together the name written on HIM that no one knows but HIM as per Rev. 19.12. see "IIII I ." as answer to rev.19.12 and is inpiration for DIO and Lamb SLAIN if you cut L into IL means Larrib SIL A I IV. so biblically that makes me a KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS, the part about the Lamb is the Lamp also could mean the light coming off the THRONE in heaven was said to be EMERALD. Just like my eyes. but "EMERALD." is "EMERALDDOT" if . is DOT so the light is TODD LARE ME in reverse so forward is ME LARE TODD

many say i have no right but like in the movie the godfather remember the firstborn was killed and the second born was passed over so really firstborn means nothing to Me.

and ME=Me=IVI stitched together arm(=e)

and see that LORD in times new roman font contains the name TODD but not a normal TODD. they blessed KING in the word of LORD who you originally refused to bow down to so thats why god is potrayed as evil at times.

But their is a loving light that is also called god but only the living call that god. The dead call TODD god. cause in the Past GODDESS has a Todd within HER. as HER SON. This was the diety worshipped as god all around the world. Mandarin chinese xia charater shows name TODD 14 and should you chose vince they thats your prince of darkness who has my original rights, but as for me I still am an orphan because my dad died but he took my name which some say is my soul but technically one bible says every living thing has a soul, thus I got HIS and He has mine. and my soul had a dad that died about 5 years after i was born. and guess what vinces dad died about 5 years after he got my rights. So when god wrote to give an orphan His rights i thing he meant it. but VINCENT G shows 5 I NICE NIT CUT as HIS SOUL as perhaps the reason for my cuts.
and b read down says I.b. as Lobo, possibly my new soul? but you can continue to call me Larry Todd STEVENSON cause perhaps god wants me to have my rights all of them?

so LORD GOD as beginning to end as A=LArry and Z=VINz?

the very reason for abc...klmnopqrstuvwxyz is because i love a kim who said nop qrst uv wiILy
X=iIL stitched together

and italian abc...jlmnopqrstuvz was about a guy named jim that i kicked in the nuts once.

but as for kim she ain't cursed of wilLy no more so the love triangle continues because her sister and I lived together for many years and her children call me dad. and she was the GODDESS with Todd in her who was first in my life and so as god naturally 123 was her birthday. maybe since i need a new name i should change it to JESUS CHRIST cause you all beleived He was the Lamb SLAIN.

and the Lamb permanently on MT ZION meant if i was born on NOI7 thats kind of me on ZION.
and xia as an ancient chinese dynasty says the deliverer comes from xian(ZION) and as my father comes from native american roots perhaps they came from xia.

and as GOD is LOVE and LORD then LORD IS LOVE when TODD ON LORI (in times new roman font) the very reason i write boldly is because of PAUL in the bible and also the bible states you are not to afflict an orphan, and whichever family i am now in I don't have a dad.

so see that I.b. as abcde means I AM before c.de

means aI.b.c.defgh

so something must love or extremly hate me cause i say i still got a soul maybe just not mine.

GOD in times new roman font when cut shows CUTOD

ANGEL cut in times new roman font A IV CUT I=_I_

as further proof all things were commanded to laud HIM, and one day you will see that GOD MOST HIGH must never have children because it spells doom for all mankind if OT prophesy is true.

and JOHN said He is pure=DI. stitched together ur e(picture of arm) and baptised in the river JORDAN in the name of GOD so J with a - above it shows name of TODD in JORDAN and JOB said to be richly blessed by god means God is in HIS NAME.

and tragically the bible says god makes a visit to earth but is not recognized by all. reason being He has no magic powers.

1ST
2ND
3RD
4TH
....
....
so continueing that pattern the name of T.DD repeats over and over. and to be a god according to good news bible all you have to be is an angel of the LORD(Ex.3.14) which was really what I tried to become as TOP PROSPECT. but technical difficulties abounded

but god who was first in heaven as h was whitish and heaven when you draw bodies for the h and n means it was the son and father of the deceased carrying his casket when the h was V years old. that is your heaven, my fathers funeral procession?

and JESUS said the greatest was the least so last on earth is h. and I e a STevens.n and least could be said to be on the BOTtuM which read backwards is MutTOB=IVI u t(stitched) TODD

so basically they are doing their best to treat me like a slave in canada, so this counrty that claims to outlaw slavery is full of **** and i wish it would die because i hear voices that won't shut up.

Messiah=IVI stitched together es s.l a h

so basically further proof i was a god who became human, s.l=sold or soul and what was it that made me a h(god) it must have been either i had no father (ie orphan clause in bible) or a german mother as Master race.

i bet dons will say it must be the orphan thing cause i beleive they felt they were the master race.

Master=IVI stitched together as t(stitched) e(arm) rill(ill hidden under r)

and as all things commanded to laud HIM see what they call him on the french stop sign as
I ARRET

so if went fishing on shoal lake ont and took a piss and winnipeg gets its water from that lake then the Lamb SLAIN really did force them to wash their clothes white with his blood(ie water became as blood)

and as a orphan the bible says the LORD is my father and thus one day i would have had the right to become a lord and maybe one day KING? and blessed is the king in the name of the LORD. so everybody since i was a kid has tried to take advantage of Me.

even Death honours god by what they called HIM ie Taed

so you asked about god thats what i know about Me.

so technically perhaps I AM a Lobo which really ain't that bad, cause being whittish i say that makes me the best looking albino INDIAN and they called my native cree father an indian also. so in reality i don't care about rank too much cause those italians are racist. they can't MAKE Me so to hell with them.

the highest honour they can give an italian is to MAKE you was quoted, but the highest honour in the world is to be named EMPEROR thus tough luck italians your highest honour is MADE while the world is controlled by a different highest honour, and thats why even Made go to jail.

and Taed tad todd and lare lari lary is basis for the written language and b as new soul switch seems miraculous. cause my first name said with understanding TOD=death in german meant Larry Death D Stevenson as my father died i became untouchable orphan and sold my name cause thats what he said is my first-born rights, but basically we must have switched cause analysing his name and my arm its crazy.

so i wanted to become an expert in reading fates implicit in a name, so basically i had to obey the command within my names?

and if Lobo is my namo I guess i should Lob o(head) yours not mine? i apologize to all the lobos about my observations on life and liberty but life goes on.

so is TODD really brainwashed as why he completed the command within the words or is he really like god?

and ROME = I D\O ME as what italians thought was god but were mistaken because that empire was said to have fallen. hahahaha
so really i have to laff and drink because life stink when you are the god who was not recoqnized by all. so the heavenly father really does have a sense of humour considering life and alphabet appear to be about me and my freinds here in winnipeg, manitoba, and reading the licence plates FREINDLY MANITOBA and WILD ROSE COUNTRY means I AM the MAN 1 TODD A and I really do screw a wild rose in ALBERTA. so technically I AM a fake indian outlaw.

so ain't life grand. any why do they say ain't isn't a word? bigotry i suppose.

and one woman said i had a good looking penis.

i added that for humour but cause I AM the greatest the world of angels wants me dead i think.

so losing rights is the first death. and by no means are we to suffer the second death those are the true words of JESUS CHRIST not the voices of modern day angels

h=god=good angel=angel of death

c=angel=evil

and 1=a mixed up .seventeen stitched together=?tevens.n so god is one as 1 which is kind of like a Stevenson the one with the EMERALD glowing eyes that jesus saw?

2006-07-14 10:31:36 · answer #1 · answered by princeoffingland f 1 · 4 12

I think that if a person believes that they can be possessed then they can. I also believe that for some the act of being possesed acting "wild" or "crazy" is some what cathartic. In our day and age we don't have alot of cathartic happenings. The Greeks had festivals of Bacchas, as an example, where people got really wild and crazy. Some say that the "Bacchants" ( the group of women who followed the religion of Bacchus closely) were wild and "possessed". Maybe you just need a stress reliever and cut loose a bit. Maybe for you a catharic experience would be to "be possessed". Maybe you are depressed and need some medical help. You are not a bad person, you might just need some one to talk to. Try talking to a friend or a Doctor if you are scared about hurting someone. Whatever you do I hope you know that you are valuable person to people in this world, and there are those who love you. Everyone has someone that loves them, even if they themselves can't see it. Take care of yourself.

2006-07-14 22:04:45 · answer #2 · answered by meluusinee 2 · 0 0

No. There's no such thing as a demon - that's an old husband's tale. And you can't be possessed by a dead person, either, but if you're sensitive and cooperative, you could pick up "messages" or emotions or feelings from a discarnate person.

What you describe is much more common than you suspect, and yes, I'd say it is a form of depression. Depression can be expressed in anger, as well as indifference or sadness.

My advice would be to counteract the dark impulses however you can - a method that works for me is to conjure up an image in my mind of something so absurd or laughable that the sombre thought is nuked in its tracks. Imagine Barney the purple dinosaur singing a song to you - or Bugs Bunny popping in and asking 'What's up, Doc?' Whatever works for you. Just find a way to lighten the intensity and shrug it off, with a smile if possible.

Check your diet, get plenty of rest and get as much laughter into your life as possible. It's amazing what a good diet, sleep and exercise can do - exercise is *great* at banishing depression.

A virtual hug to you, and be good to yourself!

2006-07-14 17:25:47 · answer #3 · answered by Sweetchild Danielle 7 · 0 0

Demons exist, you cant doubt that, but being possessed is bullcrap, but if you still fell bad and stuff you should either start trying as hard as you can to be good, or go see an exorcist, i dont believe in possession but you never know who will be right you know. Seriously, you probably are a bad person, but im not holding that against you as long as you dont take it out on me. Another thing Id like to say to help you out is think about the music and tv you watch, it has a SERIOUS effect on your attitude.

If i think of anything else ill tell you, for now, bye.

2006-07-14 17:22:26 · answer #4 · answered by victor obadiah 2 · 0 0

It can happen and if it does God is the only way to rid yourself of this unpleasurable experience. I was raised as a Southern Baptist but started to study Wicca as I got older because I have a keen since when it comes to the paranormal. People will try to bash Wicca and tell you that it is devil worshiping. They couldn't be more wrong. Some of the most powerful spells that I have use the Lord's Prayer. So I can still believe in God and be in touch with my paranormal side. After all God gave me a gift and I intend on using it...if I don't he will take it away.

2006-07-15 15:55:32 · answer #5 · answered by SouthernBelle 4 · 0 0

sure they can, watch the exocism of emily rose, a true story about a girl that was possessed.
scary **** actually.

You sound like you have some more deep rooted problems to work through though. Something that is making you angry? Some resentment you havent' let go of?

I don't think you are a bad person or demonically possessed, but a good cleansing of the negativity surrounding you, would surely NOT hurt any.

2006-07-14 19:09:16 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 0 0

Yes, I've heard dedicated ministers, such as Lester Sumrall, tell of the time a group in the Philippine's called him. A young girl was possessed by some beastly being and when he would command her right mind to come back they found bite marks on her and odd coarse hair. Also an ol'lady who did spirit healings(miraculous on the spot healing of various ailments) would go into a trance, and then in another voice would introduce(himself) as a Spanish Conquistador raise his hands and heal. Also, if you can, see a therapist once-that's what they do hopefully. If we took a poll I doubt you'd find one person who doesn't have negative thoughts or urges, not surprising with the provocative kill movies (they are cheap to make & pull in big $). If you have alot of free time on your hands, make it a point to discover something you really like to do, an idle or blank mind might be like 'open house'. I wish I could clear my mind of a bothersome thought-housework, housework, housework......

2006-07-14 23:18:31 · answer #7 · answered by spareo1 4 · 0 0

First of all, we all have negative feelings sometimes - don't let those scare you. But if you think they are taking over your life, it would be good to check it out with a professional. You are probably stressed out more than you realize you are. Check with a doctor or therapist just so you can figure out what is making you mad, because you might get so stressed you fly off the handle and hurt someone. You might have experienced something traumatic when you were younger and just repressed it. Fix it before you do something wrong with your life that cannot be taken back.

2006-07-14 17:54:56 · answer #8 · answered by beach 4 · 0 0

If you feel your compelled to be violent I would be more looking for a physiotherapist and some kind of meds than worrying about if you are possessed.

The out come is not good whither your crazy or possessed.

2006-07-14 17:19:37 · answer #9 · answered by ♫♪♫ PINKY ♫♪♫ 5 · 0 0

No, there is no such thing as demons, ghosts, souls, angels, heaven, hell etc.... These words come from our supersticious ignorant ancestors. Back then, it was normal to believe sacrificing a virgin would ensure a good harvest. Why anyone would believe in such rot nowadays is beyond reason.

2006-07-14 20:06:02 · answer #10 · answered by lifelover 4 · 0 0

yes i believe in demon possession - its why i wont touch a ouija board - you can call them on yourself - do i think youre possessed? no and i'd rethink that depression thing

2006-07-14 17:14:30 · answer #11 · answered by cookiesmom 7 · 0 0

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