Am I a bad person?

Question

I'm really selfish. I drive like an asshole and I do it on purpose, I get a pretty big kick out of pissing other people off by doing or saying anything I can to acheive said ends. I'm a pretty big asshole even to my family. As you might guess, I don't have any friends and I like it that way. I live alone and I am addicted to porn.

When the WTC collapsed, I laughed my *** off for two reasons. One America got what it deserved. Two, more idiots on either side were going to die in the Middle East for at least the next few decades. In high school I had to bite my tongue to keep from laughing the day this bully's car got nailed by a semi and they put it on the announcements. The only thing running through my head was that the bastard deserved it and that I wish I could have been there. I slow down for wrecks, just to see the gore. If I saw a woman being raped on the streets or some guy getting jumped or a body being dumped, I wouldn't stop. It doesn't concern me.

I only posted this to amuse myself and out of the selfish hope of being told I am normal.

"Ummm ... maybe you have some redeeming features you haven't told us about?"

I'm a big cock. Literally.

Answer 1

well, to say honestly I don't think you're bad at all. just because a bad person never wonder he is bad or not. believe me!

Answer 2

If any of the above is true, then no, you are not normal, and I thank the universe that the rest of society is not like this.

While I'm a Taoist, and understand that it takes all types in the world, you are a type that I would avoid like a rabid plague infested dog.

If you posted this only to get a reaction, then Woot! Congratulations, you'll get a reaction and I'm sure that there will be posts on here that are rather nasty in response.

But you can only count this as a very minor victory in the world of getting reactions, because honestly, it doesn't take much to get a reaction.

The real effort is in the opposite, in being entirely 100 percent true to yourself, and in doing whatever you can in this existence to help those around you.

I'm not a religious lad, so I can't give you the standard line of "I'll pray for you." But I can say that I do hope that you were only going for reaction and that you are young. This allows me a vague hope that wisdom and compassion will slowly take over your life and that one day you can look back on these days as the time that you were in your crazy youth.

Love as always,

Sebastian

Answer 3

I know what you mean because in some situations, I did the same things like you did. For instance, when I saw my friend got a lower marks than me or even a very bad mark, I would be very happy. WHat you did were human being but I don't encourage you to continue doing those bad meaning thing. Whatever, if you already realized how bad you are, it means that you begin to become a nicer gentleman. A little bit late but better than never :). Keep trying to do some nice for some one you know at first and then with the other people around you even with a stranger and you will feel better and this life will have one more nice person becasue of you! If you want to have a friend to encourage, just contract my email :). You know, I used to be in your situation but one day, there was something had changed my point of view.

Answer 4

Idon't believe you that you "don't care" about anything or anyone, otherwise you wouldn't be asking if you we're a "bad person". You also wouldn't care if so and so got what they deserved because that would require that these people had violated some aspect of your moral code. some advice: apathy is a coward's excuse for not ACTING on his myriad daily choices which is the only way to ameliorate modern existential angst, which many of us suffer from. The existentialists teach us that yes, life is suffering, but man must be the hero of his own existence and ACT. Furthermore, Buddhism also teaches that life is suffering and we must accept that as an eternal truth. Your vehemence and vitriolic language speak volumes. You are by no means apathetic, but you are angry. I do not believe that anger is an emotion but a simple reaction to a real underlying emotion, most often fear. No, I do not think you are a bad person, just confused, also brimming with passion (for a sense of justice, perhaps) which you need to learn to effectively channel into something constructive to your own existence.

Answer 5

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Answer 6

The real thing you need to ask yourself is why you want to be what you yourself consider to be a bad person. If you desire to become what anyone would consider normal, then you must have some sense of remorse for your undeniably horrible behavior. If you know the difference between right and wrong, then you are choosing to be wrong are you not? Why? So, do you want to change? IF you want to be a good person, you clearly already know some of the things that you can do, be more calm and generous in your driving, etc. So, do it...

Answer 7

You have a choice: stop the behaviors you've identified as making you a "bad person" or don't.
1. Stop pissing family members and others off, or don't.
2. Make and keep friends, or don't.
3. Stay addicted to porn, or stop.
4. Get help for your lack of concern for others in society, or don't.
You've decided you're bad, now what are you going to do about it?

Answer 8

I hate to say it, but I think you could possibly have a slight psychotic disorder or something like that that causes the wrong reaction to horrible things. I have heard of something like that. It might be an idea to speak to a counselor a little and see what they think and can suggest, it is good that you realize what you do.

Edit: Sadistic Personality Disorder
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sadistic_personality_disorder

Schizoid Personality Disorder
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoid_personality_disorder

Personality Disorders (Included for the list of many different ones)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Personality_disorders

Answer 9

Well, you're definitely NOT normal. Not by this definition, at any rate.

Personally, I think you're full of $hit and just posted this to be inflammatory because you're bored.

If you're being sincere and this is the kind of person you actually are, then why should I give a $hit? You wouldn't give one for me or anyone else, it would seem.

Have happy life, blah, blah, blah!

Answer 10

When you die, dont be buried at sea cause I would like to dance on you're grave. Yes you are a bad person.Does this answer make me a bad person. If it does, it's your fault.

Answer 11

Ummm ... maybe you have some redeeming features you haven't told us about?