My Father
My father,
My protector, my provider, my rock and my friend
My father,
My tormentor, my terror, my threatener, my end
My father,
So sweet, so kind, so loving, so true
My father,
So cruel, so heartless, so hateful, so mean
My father,
How can one man be so many different things, be so loving and caring yet so abusive and mean??????
How does one daughter live through so much pain, to love him or hate him asking herself over and over again????
How can I hate him when he’s always been there? How can he be so cruel and act like he doesn’t care?
I know I can never hate him, but does he feel the same or does he secretly hate me, my children, and our shame?
How will I ever grow to let go of this pain when I love him so much, yet endure so much pain?
Though he loves us I know deep down in my heart, I wish he could stop trying to tear me apart.
Perhaps when you read this Daddy you’ll understand, that I do love you, you’re special, and in my heart the only man
2006-07-12
18:03:54
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jensarquist
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I will ever love the way I love you, so please try to read this and not to feel hate, don’t feel anger, or hostility, just read and relate.
Love your only daughter,
2006-07-12
18:04:47 ·
update #1
Oh yeah, and stupid people like Joosa, keep your comments to yourself.
2006-07-12
18:16:28 ·
update #2