because my mom was sick and they had to keep me away from her when I was about 8 months so I had to be weaned after when my mom became ok they brought me back to her. when I was about 5 or 6 I had some dreams about my mom like a monster and others about me being breastfeed by women who I do not know. when I grow up I discovered that I like older women and always have fantasies about older women being my mom or something and fatasies about breastfeeding too.It's hard to contact women in our country so I always try to get them through the internet but usually they refuse to talk because I am younger and I do not like to lie about my age. What's confusing me that is there a relation between my childhood problems and my condition now or I am just like anyone. It's very hard for me to get a doctor or to tell anyone.
2006-07-08
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manofgentleness
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Pregnancy & Parenting
➔ Adolescent