why did i sleep with another guy afyter we broke up if i love him so much??

Question

When my father passed i relapsed oin drugs then left my soulmate for about a year and a half and in that year i slept with a couple other guys and now we are back tgether and he keeps asking why i did it if i love him so much and he knows i do but just doesnt believe it was all because of drugs and he really doesnt understand that i was trying to push him away then when i finally di i thought i would never get him back so i kept trying to fill the void he left in my heart. So what do i say to him? im so bad with words when it comes down to it

Answer 1

I think he have forget you even he knows that you sleep with other guys and took drugs. So, you shouldn't do it again because you have a bf who really love you after you left him.

I think you make love with other guys because you are confuse about life and not secure after your father passaway and the influrence by drugs and drugs people around you.

I slept with other guys even I am inlove with my bf, sometimes, people are lost and curious about things that they never tried before.

Past is passed. look forward and enjoy life.

Joyce