Yes, I've attempted suicide once before.
To overcome it, I simply told myself that if I die, then "they" win.
My counselor labeled me delusional because of this. LOL
Anyway, my reasoning is/was that, if I die, then someone will be happy about it and I didn't want to give them that satisfaction.
Maybe it's silly, but it worked and I haven't considered it since.
My brother actually succeeded in taking his own life, unfortunately.
Perhaps I should have shared my secret with him.
2006-07-03 01:53:45
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answered by Cheyuk 4
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I have thought about it many times...
And attempted once - It was 4 months ago. I took an overdose of sleeping pills and slit my wrists... Oh yeah I was also really really drunk.
My life was in a mess so in a way I was trying to get away from everything. It did not work - my family came to my help. Although I was sleeping for the next 10 days. I nevr woke up, never even realised what had happened for the time that I was unconsious.
I had minimal blood loss.
I have been a sleepin pill addict about 5 years ago - that was when my mom died... i was clean after that till about 4 months ago.
What I realised was - my problems were small compared to my life and the people who love and care for me.
What seemed like the end of the world then is now just another event in my life.
Suicide is just not the answer and it should not be.
I felt like a Loser - like someone who could not handle the hurdles life throws at you - to make you stronger and wiser.
Thats what life is all about - appreciating and living actually living not just a thing that breathes and eats.
A person who lives - and that person will not choose suicide as the answer.
2006-07-03 06:07:45
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answered by Raushni I 2
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I strongly feel that it is cowardice to commit suicide and whatsoever be the reason of the act, I condemn it and would not like to give an ear to hear any lame justification offered..
My perceptions have not changed through the years in spite of turmoils, tribulations and troubles. To put across the fact, the very thought of life has given the strength to face this life and looking back the treaded path, it gives a sense of exaltation about the capacity of the individual life
2006-07-03 01:55:38
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answered by laxmikrsnan 2
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Well yes I've tried a couple of times and think about quite frequently but never seem to have the strength to go through with it. Because I have no freedom to do what I want to do and have been a prisoner in my own house all my life and feel like my life is going nowhere fast I've had epilepsy since birth so I don't if I'll ever achieve any of my goals like I've always dreamed of one day being able to drive, obtaining meaningful employment or a good paying job and having my own house or at least a little companionship by people that understand me or what I've been going through all my life.
2006-07-09 16:01:45
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answered by n8boi02 3
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My belief is that everyone has thought of it at one time or another. The concern is the degree of thought you put into it. Depression or hopelessness is the reason most people want to do it. They cannot get past the fog that's engulfing their minds.
People think there's no way out of a situation, but of course, there are ways out. Many people think the only way out is suicide and sometimes I can understand why. I don't think I could do it because of my loved ones whom it would hurt so terribly much. The other reason is I don't believe I have the right, just God.
2006-07-09 17:33:53
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answered by nobluffzone 5
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To laxmikrsnan:
I think the exact opposite is true: it takes a lot of courage to commit suicide. We are programmed to stay alive. Overcoming that programme is not simple. Some people are just feeling extremely bad about the world and about themselves, and I think we should not blame them for it. My uncle committed suicide when I was a kid, and what can I say, I was sad, but I somehow respect what he did.
Personnally, I have thought about it when I was young and full of problems. Never actually tried to, although I did some severely stupid things, which can be classified as brainless and dangerous...
2006-07-03 02:49:13
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answered by phenotype 2
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I have thought of committing suicide before. It's a state of mind and a feeling of severe depression. My perception throughout the years has not changed. I understood it at 13 and I understand it now. Why have I not committed suicide. Because I have fought it off and used my mind to change my reality.
2006-07-03 02:03:16
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answered by applecheeks 4
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Once when I was about 7, I climbed a tree and put a rope over the branch above me. I tied the other end around my neck and jumped. The branch with the rope broke and hit me on my head. It took 17 stiches to sew the split in my skull. Bottom line, you aint going to die until your time is up. Don't waste your time trying cause you will only have a head ache for your efforts.
2006-07-03 01:55:20
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answered by Anonymous
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yea I thought about it, it sounded like a good Idea untill i went to get the gun set down on my bed and loaded the gun when right before I pull the trigger the rocking chair on the other side of the room started rocking which was strange because the windows were shut and it was on carpet so i thought ABOUT it some more when i decided to do it agian and right before i pulled the trigger it started rocking again. it freaked me out because i didnt' know if it was someone telling me not to or the grim reaper waiting on me so I put the gun up and haven't thought about it since. and that has been 10+ years ago
2006-07-03 01:57:45
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answered by mbeermn 2
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sure I truly have. i have tried it 3 circumstances. that is not any longer a street to flow down. that is not any longer nicely worth it. i have finally began to ascertain the point in residing. even besides the undeniable fact that that is complicated. wondering about it at times is time-honored in accordance to my psycologist. see you later because that is not any longer consistent and digging at you try to be fantastic. And all you those who say im loopy or in spite of for wanting to end my existence. dont decide someone who's suicidal. It doesnt cause them to loopy or weird and wonderful. we are merely those who discover it complicated to administration a lot emotion and maximum persons bottle up the **** that hurts until eventually the stress receives to a lot. Dont decide what u dont understand. call me what you want. yet im human and a minimum of i have were given the balls to admit that i have been in that position. I truly have the balls to admit my weak spot. Sorry about the rant yet now and again you get jerks who say advise issues even as they dont understand. desire this helps xoxoxoxoxox
2016-10-14 02:06:01
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answered by ? 4
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