You have post partem depression.. consult your doctor and get the medication needed to help you.
It is just awful that you would consider killing yourself when you have a newborn child..
seek professional help immediately.. before you do something you can never take back.
2006-07-02 09:09:08
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answered by waiting2inhale2 5
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I lost my friend to suicide last week. I miss him! His family misses him! My children miss him! He was a drug addict who knew no other way out. That in no way makes it right! If he had come to me I can't help but think I coulda helped him. His father feels the same way!
I looked at my friend is this casket. He was bloated from the embalming, the make up they used to cover his bruising around his eyes was way too thick and made his wrinkles stand out. He had hung himself and the when the string broke he fell hitting his head on the bed frame, bleeding onto the floor. They said he was already dead when he fell. He laid there for over 24 hrs before they found him. He was only 32. But I looked at this man in the casket, What used to be my friend, blood still in his hair and needmarks in his hand. I touched him to tell him I loved him, to tell him my son said he loves him and he would miss him, and he was cold, ice cold. This thing laying in the casket looked simular to my friend, but my friend was gone. I would never have another day w/ him! I would never be able to tell him I loved him! His Dad would never be able to hug his son, or have grandchildren, he didn't get to say good-bye. Now he spends his time looking through his son's stuff trying to find some answers, trying to understand what was so bad that Mike had to take his own life. We all want him back, and we miss him, and we are confused, and will never have the answers.
This may seem a little graphic, and at this point a little harsh. I thought maybe if you could hear just a little bit about how it feels for us left behind you might think twice.
Life is hard, sometimes harder than we think we can handle. But life is a roller coaster we have our up and our downs. It's scary as all hell! It can also be the a hell of alot of fun. The hard spots are what make us stronger, what prepare us for the things we have to handle later, and what make us the people we are ment to be. Who knows maybe someday you can sit here and hopefuly give someone else some advice or share a story that might help them.
Look in your area there should be a # in the front of your phone book that can give you someone who can help. There are a ton of hotlines to call and I'm sure some online as well. The fact that you're here asking tells me that it isn't hopeless, you are asking for help. Now here's the hard part take the second step and ask someone on the phone or in person for help.
Good luck and just know you are here for a reason!
2006-07-02 10:02:48
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answered by letasemail 2
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just remember, you have a baby that needs you now. you have depression and i had it after i had my baby. my husband was in Iraq and missed the birth and had to raise the baby and her one year old brother on my own. i felt the same way. just think of your baby and realize that the baby need you and you need your baby. when no one will listen to you hun the baby always will. go to your Dr and talk to him/her and let him/her know how you are feeling. you are scared to die because some wear deep down inside (even though you don't realize it) you truly don't want to die. i can say this from experience and am judging you in no way. but please make an appt with your Dr. if you feel at any time that you may hurt yourself please go to the ER or call 911.
mommy of 2
2006-07-02 12:43:08
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answered by Heather W 3
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I don't think wanting to die will solve your problems. Why don't you clean your life and start living a new life. It will work. When something doesn't work, you bring something new. It makes sense. Don't you think? How can you not scare, if you know nothing about life. The truth about life will not can to you, if you don't look for it. Right now you are a blind man. You know nothing about dying. God is waiting for you at the end of the road of life. Why don't you make peace with God and be one of his children? Accepting Christ will cost you nothing.
2006-07-02 09:17:17
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answered by lucky 4
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Talk to a specialist immediately. You can also call the special help lines and talk to them. You might think that life is not worth living and that you have to many problems but there is always somebody who has more and worse problems than you. You should give up on life. The only thing that you will accomplish by putting an end to your life is to cause problems and sorrow to your loved ones.
2006-07-02 09:17:23
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answered by shared pc 3
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i wish i could help but im not good at giving advice...i can tell you that you shouldnt do it, but its slightly meaningless because i dont know you. But i can tell you straight up that nothing is worth killing yourself for. Everything heals and eventually you will be able to move on from the problems you have now. its a permenant solution to a temporary problem. Whatever your facing in life right now, just try and think of something else or simply figure out the problem and work on it. Good luck my friend
2006-07-02 09:09:24
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answered by happy_fatguy 1
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DON'T DO IT !!!!!!!!!
We all have had that feeling, inn case it make you feel better, I have had thoughts also, but.... I also thought what it could do to my family.
I not only have a bad back, but epilepsy, with a life history of grand mal seziures. Because of this seziure disorder, I'm no longer able to ride a bicycle, walk next door & chat with the neighbor for a few minutes. It has made life a living he--. I just have to grit my teeth and go with it.
Life is too short as it is, don't make yours any shorter than it is.
2006-07-02 09:21:38
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answered by kb9kbu 5
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Live. Nothing is more precious than life. I hope for your sake that you find something that is worth living for. You may feel like it is the end of your world now, but what about the future? What about the people who love you? How would they feel if you killed yourself and left them for good? Death is PERMANENT. Once you die, you cannot reverse that process. I urge you to seek help. The feelings that you are feeling are not normal. I pray, for your sake you find a reason to live.
2006-07-02 09:10:33
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answered by soulfli 3
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If you're too scared to do it, then you don't really want to die. I know people who have attempted suicide before, and in all their cases, they did it for attention. For those people who REALLY want to die, they'll do it, and do it right the first time.
2006-07-03 06:20:38
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answered by brevejunkie 7
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Firstly, it is more interesting living than dying. All of us will die one day. You do not need to speed it up. You must enjoy your life, and look for medical aid. Because, this desire is a result of chemical imbalance and another enviromental factors that only a physician will be able to help you.
2006-07-02 09:08:33
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answered by queso 1
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Dont, the worse way to go is to take your life. I used to wanna take my life I was really depressed and I was about to cut my self but i was too scared and my mom sent me to counselors and they helped me get throught it. And she also told me that if i really wanted to do it I would have but it was only as cry for help and there are meany people that our here to help. And I wanna tell you the same thing i know alot of people that will help you in different situations.PLease dont do it.
2006-07-02 09:08:53
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answered by victoria Raynisha C 1
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