Have you ever felt like your relationship was ending?

Question

ive been with my boyfriend for 8 months now, hes all i have i really only had one or too friends my whole life and my ex bf from hs was one of them. i have a trust issue and am afraid of getting close, due to being adopted ,mother passing away.
but anyways
my and my bf went through a pregnancy our 3rd month of being together, i cheated on him, with his friend, he kept accusing me and adventally i did what he was accusing me for.
Then after that he took me out with his cousin there wife friend and sister, and the 3 girls were talking about my breast at the table , wispering. and my ablivious bf didnt even know!
so i started crying when we left and he didnt believe me. and so since then i dont want to be around anyone of them at all.
its been 3 months later and i feel that i lost feeling for him, but i also feel i cant go on without him .
what should i do?

i try talking to him about it then he starts being understanding then a few weeks later he just goes back to normal

Answer 1

I thank God every night that I go to bed that I do not have to deal with this type stuff anymore.

Answer 2

Sweetie, it sounds like you have alot of issues inside of you that you personally need help with.. I suggest you go talk to a psychologist and get help with your insecurities, your bf can only do so much, he cant solve everything that your feeling.. and if you want it to work with him, or the next guy , your going to have work on yourself first or you'll never be able to find true happiness because you'll always be to fixated on all the other issues going on with you.. sounds to me, you have abandonment issues , being adopted, mother passing, the fact that you dont feel much love for your current bf yet u dont want to leave him either cause your to afraid of being alone.. Sweetie do yourself a favor and go get some help so that this doesnt keep controling your life.. you have a right to be happy..

Good luck