Have you ever think of killing you're self??

Question

A lot of people thought or actually try to kill them self, I believe committing suicide is a sin, the question is Have you ever been so down that you thought of killing you're self? Or do have you been close to some on like that? And how do you feel?

Answer 1

Naw,

But I frequently think of killing others.

Answer 2

Yes I have, and it was not a good feeling. I just felt like everything was going wrong, and I was helpless to do anything about it, so what was the point in living. I've never actually come close to committing suicide though, I think about other people's feelings more than my own when things get tough, and I knew I would never want to cause such pain to my friends and family, so that's why I never came close to actually committing suicide. How do I feel now about it? It's happened twice, and the second time I just kept messing up at work, so much that I didn't feel I was worth anything so why keep on living if I won't do anything right. But I knew I could learn from my mistakes, and it took a hell of a lot of will power to stop me from committing suicide. That day hit me so hard. My feelings on suicide in general? It's a horrible state to be in, emotionally, mentally, psychologically, one where you want to kill yourself, and I hope fewer and fewer people suffer from that, and especially fewer that actually do the deed and succeed. Suicide's a horrible thing, and even though it does, it shouldn't exist.

Answer 3

Yes, I hated adolescence. Couldn't wait to turn eighteen so I can leave home. Hated high school and hated living at home. So glad I left, I will never regret it and will not be going back home!

That did the trick though, I don't feel as bad as I used to and I got over it without professional help. Yes, I have my bad days here and there, but who doesn't.

And to answer your sin question, when you are thinking about killing yourself, that's the last thing on your mind and could care less if it were a sin.

I was also surrounded by people who attempted or who also thought about killing themselves. I didn't really have any attempts, but I did cut myself and burn myself with cigaretts on my arms.

Suicide at the time seem like the best solution, because I didn't really have any way out except to wait it out with time. If I did have a gun back then, I probably wouldn't be here now. I always thought that the best way to go was with the certainty of a GSW to the head. I remember sitting in class thinking of all the different ways I could do it.

Answer 4

Suicide has to be a sin or everyone would be dieing to get into heaven. I intend to live my life as if this is the only one I'm getting and that includes after it's done. This helps keep the suicidal thoughts at bay. I don't believe in heaven or sin. Instead of suicide I just want to sleep all day and avoid life on the days I'm really depressed.

Answer 5

Yes, I have been close to suicide a few times. Depression can do that to a person. Getting out of the a bad marriage helped a lot. Getting meds for the depression helped too.

Answer 6

my ex-husband is bi-polar. when he was in a very depressed state the psychiatrist treating him prescribed prozac. i read labels. i read package inserts and i read that which came with his meds. it clearly states that a side affect of prozac can be mania. i watched him carefully, as i did as a matter of course, as you really have to to some extint with bi-polar or depressive personalities. when he started 'tilting' toward mania i called the doc and told him i was discontinuing the prozac. he agreed. i know there has been a lot of bad publicity about prozac. i know there has been a lot about zoloft, too. if you read carefully you will also see that the pharmaceutical companies tell the physician (and you) that the doctor should monitor the patient closely while on the drug. remember that. that doc didn't; not at all. it was my job, as a person closest to him to do that.
where, you may ask, does zoloft come it? i am a depressive personality. two years ago i was a hair from suicide. i went to my Mother's doctor who listened to me. i was unusually candid with her. i told her how in the past i had used crystal meth to acheive and maintain balance. what would have gotten the average person really wired brought me up to a norm. (i have never used a needle. my sinus' testify to that! now i just take a taste of crystal occationally...no, really!) i had also used zoloft in the past. it worked, but i sure couldn't afford doctor visits and an expensive (around $100 bucks for 30!) meds. she gave me samples and we found my theraputic dose. i take 100 mg. twice a day. i will probably always take it.
i also found that since i don't have any money i can get my zoloft free from pfizer. call 800-707-8990. it's pfizer's connection to care number. they'll send you the application. you'll have to send proof of earnings, like copies of last years w2's. i don't file income tax and there's a place for that, too, if you dont, either. (irs is unconstitutional and illegal to boot.) i wish there'd been options like that when i was spending all that money on his meds! it would have helped immensely!
well, i'm rarely thinking of suicide now, thank God, my doc and zoloft!

Answer 7

I think it's a sin to kill yourself, but not really a sin to think about it. People have all sorts of thoughts everyday, it just depends on how long you think on those thoughts, and especially, what kind of actions proceed from them.
Everyone gets real down sometime or another. But they should think of every alternative to get help. Suicide may be a personal decision to end one's life, but it can greatly devastate family members and friends.

Answer 8

Suicide is not a sin. The sin in the whole thing is someone is calling out for help before the act and we ignore it. pushing them to the act. suicide is a release from the pain and indifference that is rampant in our society. And yes I have considered it before.

Answer 9

The reason people contemplate suicide is HOPELESSNESS.
Thinking that they are nothing, have nothing and see no light at the end of the tunnel.
If you really feel that way, please call the suicide hot line or
call a friend and have them talk to you about all you have to hope for. I've seen peoples lives (Including mine) improve in less than 24 hours. Yours can too.
Good luck!

Answer 10

I think everyone has. I also know from experience that is one of the stupidest, cruelest, most hateful things a person can do. I am not talking about someone suffering from intractable pain or a terminal debilitating death. I am not talking about assisted suicide.
I'm talking about the thoughtless fools who do it for L.O.V.E, the jerks who do it for financial problems and the cowards who do it out of guilt or revenge. They leave behind a world of hurt, more often to innocent people other than those they intended to hurt and I don't have a damn bit of sympathy for them.

Answer 11

Been there. Done that. I was young. Fortunately, I have extrememly low blood pressure. So, bleeding to death turned out to be pretty impossible from the shallow cuts I gave myself. *chuckles* Is it a sin? *shrugs* I believe each person is entitled to do what they wish with their own life. As long as they do not physically hurt or interfere with someone else.