I'm only 13 and I feel like I want to commit suicide?

Question

My dad and grandpa are in Michigan I'm in Oklahoma and my friends that I have in Michigan don't want me to die but I just want to kill my self I can't seem to find the light to live on anymore I feel cold like I'm already dead

this is the truth no one loved me at all not even my mom or dad I've even heard all of my parents and elders say that

and I don't believe in any god, I am athiest an outcast of the world even my dad knows that

I'm a guy

I'm a guy

I'm not a person who craves attention

Answer 1

u'r soo stupid if you kill u'r self, and if u kill u'r self u also killed the persons who loves you., and dont tell me that no one did...

Answer 2

You probably don't really want to do that. You're sad and lonely, and that's normal. Really just don't do it. Many people, especially your age, have had that thought. Hang in there, things will get better. Right now you've only seen a very small part of what life is all about and how great it could be. Call some friends, make some new friends, or even talk to God. But cherish the gift of life you've been given, even if it doesn't always seem like a gift.

Answer 3

You need to get past this. 13 is a difficult age and sadness can be overwhelming at that time period. We all know that and remember. Life is not going to be like this forever....I promise. Plus, you say you have friends and family...do you want to do this to cause THE MOST EXTREMEME PAIN THERE IS? First, you are a child with parents - do you have any idea what that would do to them? I have a friend who's teen committed suiced (16 years ago) and it destroyed her being. You need to tough it out. This is a part of your life you are going to have to toughen up for and I know you don't believe me now - but you will later - this is and will be a learning experience of some sort. You'll look back and see this later. Death is bad on the people left behind. Suicide is worse. Would you want one of your friends or family to do that? (Suicide) -- I don't think so. Do you realize that if you died from suicide, it could push one of them over the edge of doing the same thing? Pay it forward - not backward (yes Pay it Forward is a good movie - rent it and it will make you smile a little)
Take care. If you get nasty answers on here from mean people, ignore them. Some people her like to make things worse because of the shock value. Don't take any bad stuff to heart whatever you do. HANG IN THERE.

Answer 4

You don't know me, nor do I know you. So I'm not going to say I understand, nor will I insult you by saying things will get better. I am an old fart now, but at the age of 13, I too felt unloved, unneeded, and totally alone as if the weight of the world was so heavy on me, I had no choice but to end it. Because I'm writing to you, it's evidence that I didn't end it. One day I came to realize that ending it all would do no one any good, plus it was telling me that I allowed those bastards out there to control what I did with MY LIFE, MY LIFE!!! I could't have that, the moment you allow others to tell you what you should do with your life, for your life, then you reveal the true coward that you are. A person who kills themself takes the easy way out, and will never live up to any dreams, any accomplishment, or any loves. I know you believe life for you is hopless, helpless and depressing, and it truely may be, now. But, you are only 13 and that's very very young. Believe me it's very young. You have barely opened your eyes, and in the opening seen so much stupidity, want and frustration it has become like a big huge noise in your head and in your life.

You have much to give, much to experience, and most of all much to live. Life is more than the people around you, more than the things you have or the things you want. It is what you make of it, if you cut it short you cannot get it back, and you will have failed, failed yourself most of all. Don't allow the bastards to win, don't allow that little voice in your head to program you to take the easy way out, just because you can. Anyone who says you have no worth, or no love is wrong, even if it appears that way right now, that does not mean you aren't capable of love, or capable of making yourself what you want to be. The battle is life, and the mark you make should be to your honor, and your respect, these are things you must have for yourself if you expect them from others.

Answer 5

Girl I don't know why you would want to commit suicide. Problems are just a part of life, a part of growing up. Imagine if you died! How would your friends and family members feel. I know it's hard, no body said life was easy. You just need to be strong for your self. Don't be in such a hurry to die. There is so many things out there for you to experience. Don't you want to grow older find a husband, who will love you and treat you like a queen, have kids that will look up to you and be someone who will be loved by many. Can't you wait until you go to college, make a lot of friends, and go to the clubs, parties, and travel and discover the world. Don't let any thing put you down. Be strong, learn how to value your self. You will only hurt the people around you for committing suicide. Don't you want to die old in your bed and have people say "she was such a great person" instead of " poor little girl, she committed suicide"!! Think about it life is so great, I don't know why you want to end it at such an early age, when there are so many out there who have diseases and are really fighting for their lives. Problems are just a part of life, learn how to deal with them instead of cutting your life short when there are so many things for you to discover!!! [e-mail]

Answer 6

No one is ever alone you have friends by your side you should consider that a blessing. Everyone has family problems but through it all thats still your family. You did not make it this far for nothing keep striving because taking your own life is the easy way out. Whats that gonna solve. Why would you give the people who don't believe in you the satisfaction.

Answer 7

YOUR 13
Hormones are making you moody, go to the doctors office and talk to a nurse about how your feeling, or your parents or one of your friends parents.

You have SO MUCH to LIVE for. Life only gets better as you get older.

Now SMILE-go rent a funny movie, start laughing and be a teen.

Now you say you've heard your parents.

Maybe you only Heard PART of the conversation and it wasn't really what you think it was about. Call Grandma and talk to her, just think what killing yourself would do to them. They love you so much. Ask your parents if you could spend the rest of the summer with your grandparents.

Answer 8

13 can be a tough and confusing time in ones life...but its only a moment in what can become a exciting and wonderful life ahead of you...to end it now would only end the best the has yet to come...your reasons for being away from your Dad, Grandpa and friends in Michigan are not to end it in Oklahoma but to work things out so all can enjoy life together...hang in there...things will look brighter...blessings.

Answer 9

I don't know why you feel so hopeless, but you can't do this to the ones you love. No matter what the problem is, there is someone to talk too. Do you belong to a church anywhere? If so, talk to you pastor, if not, you need to find a good church. Then you will find strength to go through the hard times. Know that I care about you and your soul and would hate to know that you done such an awful thing to yourself.

Answer 10

Don't do it. Things will get better, believe me.

Nothing is worth ending it. It just seems like that sometimes because peoplpe can get so sad, and sometimes the sadness seems like it will never end. But it alway does. Right now it might be hard to see this, but you have and will have a lot to live for. Life has a lot of beautiful things in store for you.

I'm sorry you feel so bad now. But try to think of happy things and most important, keep reminding yourself that this sadness is only temporary....

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To RODIE5582: You need help, you stupid jerk

Answer 11

Don't do it. You may not know it now, but you mean the world to many people. Probably people that you don't even know. My brother had a friend that died in May, he was only 17. They think it might have been suicide. His younger sister found him dead in his room. Over 250 ppl showed up for his funeral and his graduation that he should have been at. It was a sad day when my brother found out. It even hurt me and I didn't know him that well. Don't do it...seek help, find someone who you can tell your problems to!!