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i feel like dying,i'm 12 and already feel this way.In my house my mom rejects me, she only wants me to handle dishes, and laundry for her,she wnt to jail 2 years ago for getting into a serious fight with my brother and sister's dad(salvador) my grandparents came to bail her out with 10,000 dallars and that was my college money. She now lives with my grandparents and for 2 years she hasn't paid for rent, where is MY father in this youu ask?? How should i know i never knew him,1:my mom was 16 when i was born2:she was cheating on him with my brother and sister's dad,i tried meeting him when i was 10 on eatser sunday in my pink dress which was before i started wearing black,he lived not too far but it seemed like forever before we got there,when i steped out of the car i felt like"wow i'm actully going to see my dad for the first time" i went to his door,or his moms door and knocked several times,after 20 minutes past his mom answered i felt glad,then i was then named a mistake...........

she had yelled at me and told me i was nothing and that i shouldn't have been born,i was a mistake,and i need to be dead,she said if i ever come back to see my dad again she will call the police,how would you feel as a ten year old wanting to see your dad? then you screw your life even more byhanging out with your mom's new boyfriend,and get hit in the face by his drunk hand,and dosn't care worth a **** for you,how would you feel? well when you figure it out you will know how i feel,and will know y i want to just die and make everyone happy....

Answer 1

Hey!! You know I wish things could change for you. Your the good in all of this because your the only one who cares about whats going on around you. In your family I would look out for number 1 which is you. You obviously have a lot of selfish ppl around you. I to be rejected by your dads mom, not nice and the fact that you made so much effort with the pink dress. The worst thing that you could do is feel like dying, you have a life to live "it will go from negative to positive". You should keep your head up and make something of yourself. Do it for you. Bye!! Kane

Answer 2

Honey, screw them. You are not a mistake, and you know better than the crap they are telling you. These people need to get a grip.

I have 3 kids in my scout troop being raised by their grandparents with similar issues.

You can get through this. I know you can because I did. My favorite quote now is "Your childhood may not have been perfect, but it is over." My brother commited suicide- and it was the worst thing that ever happened to me. Even if you think it will show them, or make them happy, it's up to you to make yourself happy. LIVE FOR YOU- not them. Talk to your grandparents, talk to your friends. You can do this, and in a few years this will all be in the past.

Think about the 25 year old you right now. What would you say to the 12 year old you? When you have gotten through this, there will be children who you can help so much just by sharing all you have gone through.

I will be thinking about you. Email me anytime and hang in there.

Answer 3

Well, your father must not want to be responsible for you, If I were you I would try to live with grandparents or another family member. Some day your father will regret this decision that he took, but I cannot tell you when or if. I am 42 and have not seen my 2 daughters for 11 yrs now, It is not my choice but every time I use a P.I. to find my ex-wife she moves, I also have not been paying child support for this time as I feel if she wants to run why should I pay? It is not that I do not love my girls, I wish every day to see them, they are 17 and 15 now and I know some day they will come look for me!!!

Answer 4

My sister has serious depressive and psychotic diorders mainly due to sexual and physical abuse from a baby sitter when she was young. I hope you don't have anything near as devastating, but it does sound like you need to talk to a professional. It sounds like you might not get much help from the adults in your family, but please seek out an adult for help. Maybe at school or a neigbor you trust? And please don't be discouraged when you talk to an adult that blows you off. Some may do that. My sister had plenty in school that did that to her. Just keep trying to reach out to someone you can trust. Trust is the key word here. Watch out for people that would take advantage of you. You have a huge burden on your shoulders for a adult, much less a 12 year old. You CAN get through this, but you need help. Please realize that no matter what anybody says or the way anyone treats you, your life is worth living. You deserve to be listened to.

Answer 5

Alot of questions come easy, this is one that doesn't. There has got to be some kind of organization you can turn to in your area. Talk to someone from your school or churches or any one you can think of. there are alot of good people out there that would love to have a child like you. Don't give up. I wish there was something I could say to change all this for you, just remember not all adults are bad and God Loves You! If you just need someone to talk to e-mail me.Sometimes just someone to talk to can make things a little easier.

Answer 6

sweetie, don't listen 2 them, YOU'RE EVEN BETTER THAN THEM!!!!! Remember that u are great and that people do care about u (at least I do, even though we haven't met, and I really mean it). Don't make the mistake of killing yourself, if that's what you're thinking, just... find a way to show your mom and everyone who doesn't notice how much you're worth that u are great and remember that YOU ARE NOT A MISTAKE!!!!!!
Find someone to talk to... maybe a friend, a neighbor, a teacher, etc... whoever u feel comfortable with. Tell them about ur situation and see it there's anything they can do for you!!!

ur friend, Dan.

DON'T LET BASTARDS GET U DOWN!!!!!!!!!!

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Answer 8

oh how sad ...some things in life happen to us for a reason maybe we just don't under stand yet .......i was like you at your age and i felt a lot hurt and the way i handled it was by wring in a journal of every thing that happened and i spent as many nights at my friends house and others nights with other family as much as i could ......i wrote poety and and as years past i am now 26 and i have taken in 3 teen age kids who's life where very bad and i have shown them love. and i dedicate my time and energy into them ...so they can have what i didn't have so make a promise to your self and don't let your kids grow up like you .....to break the cycle of abuse starts with you ........also you can 1411 in your area and ask for a teen line ...........

Answer 9

I'm very sorry for you this things happen in the US because u people are attracted towards sex, money, drugs,crime, etc. the life of getting married and divorce, single parent etc are all crimes, if u are a christian follow the bible be true even thinking of someone's wife is a sin but is it so in the US, unless people mend their ways it's cruel for kids like u please do not commit suicide contact ur local child helpline and talk to them please

Answer 10

WELL HUNNY I DON'T THINK THAT DYING WOULD HELP YOU ANY.... WHY GIVE THESE PEOPLE WHAT THEY WANT??? i think that you should just show all of them that you are better than they are... stay in school try your hardest get good grades so that when you graduate you can get the hell out of there....and you will never have to look back...