I always use to find it hard to not smile and was always kind to people and never use to start fights ever. i use to laugh alot and basically have a good time with a pure heart. I always use to love everything and not have a bad thing to say about anything. But now im getting sick of this world im sick of putting up with its bullshit so im always swearing all the time now and beating the **** outa people but they start it of course. im depressed and hate pretty much everything and everyone now and im a complete racist to stuff i dont like and have little respect for anything now. all i do all day is train to become stronger and stronger training my martial arts to beat more and more people etc. I also dont want to hang with my family or friends anymore i just want to be left alone. and i always get angry so what is the matter with me? why have i become something i never wanted to be?
2006-06-21 04:02:03 · 12 answers · asked by Anonymous in Family & Relationships ➔ Friends
I wasnt sure where to put this question so i just put it in this catergory.
2006-06-21 04:03:06 · update #1
That is sad...it appears life has beaten you up and now you want to retaliate Please do not get me wrong...I am not degrading you AT ALL..this is just some suggestions..ok?
I understand that being nice all the time and not getting any reward or acknowledgement for having a kind heart is painful. This is just some advice.
1. Con't to focus on your martial arts..thats a good stress reliever.But look at it in a way to help people. Perhaps you can donate your time with children..helping them build their self esteem...instead of doing it to beat people up.
2.Think about it when you swear...are you really accomplishing anything with that word. Try to compensate that word with another like "oh bother", or "blast"...eventually it will be the norm for you.
3. Your outlook...when you are feeling like you want to beat the world up, think of something good...think about what you have to offer people...and help them..I know there is goodness in you..if not you would not have written this. Make a list of all your good qualities...pick from that list and do something with it.
4. Depression is a state of mind...all you think and feel is negative....if you can get couseling, please do so. If not...MAKE yourself do kind things..it will lighten your heart...people will notice a difference in you....
5. Your family....try to make yourself do things with your family...invite them bowling or for some type of outing....the depression you are feeling is distancing you from your family...they love you....let them know how you feel..if you can talk to them...but if not...try to work on changing your behavior toward life....Its beautiful...learn to love it again.
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2006-06-21 04:20:31 · answer #1 · answered by Pammie 2 · 2⤊ 0⤋
hey dude your not a bad person, something must of had to happen to you to change so dramatically and if your really worried talk to your mom or someone you trust in the school or around you and ask them to take you to a shrink. This change could be caused by pent up anger over the years, even though you were happy it could be that you had lots of anger and your imploded anger(when something makes you angry and you keep quiet about it) has changed to explosion anger(beating up ppl, swearing etc) and your not channeling your anger for te better, find ways e.g take up something you really enjoy doing that doesnt result into anything bad.... good luck
2006-06-21 04:14:15 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Why live as Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde? One poisoning the other, hurting the same soul. Don't the martial arts mindset teach you anything?
2006-06-21 04:12:24 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Sounds like you have a normal case of depression, make an appointment with your doctor for some meds, you will me feeling better about everything in a couple of weeks.
2006-06-21 04:41:07 · answer #4 · answered by CHAR 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
from journey ive had both a sturdy youthful human beings a million-12 then when I grew to develop right into a young person my mum and dad divorced and we struggled alot i might want to ought to say it completely relies upon on how the guy see issues in his life dealing with both i strayed off into undesirable issues drugs and what no longer yet now im a more suitable individual i realized even as suffering between excellent and incorrect soooo i determined i wasnt going to be undesirable i replaced my habit and complications..there is a few reality in what your saying yet in many circumstances something might want to ensue undesirable human beings come from sturdy and undesirable childhoods sturdy human beings come from sturdy and undesirable childhoods also it purely relies upon which way the youngster comes to a call to bypass. purely because i finished up there (undesirable tennage life) i knew i wasnt going to stay there.
2016-10-20 11:12:53 · answer #5 · answered by louder 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You're letting things get to you. No matter what you do, it's not going to stop people from being who they are and it's not going to stop them from doing good and bad things. You need to relax, take things with a grain of salt and walk away. When people keep hanging on to certain things, they will waste time running back to it time and time again. Just let it go and stay focused on yourself and your own goodness.
2006-06-21 04:15:13 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
NO ONE IS A BAD PERSON. it is the actions/ behaviors that we do/have that make us a bad person. i get angry very easily aswell but i learned a trick if you talk to the person about why your angry problems do get solved, or if you write a letter to the person (DON'T SEND IT!) and then you write a letter of what you want to hear from that person and a letter of what that person will say you will feel alot better.
2006-06-21 04:49:40 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
It's sounds like you were a lot happier being the person you used to be. Dig deep and find that person again.
2006-06-21 04:05:25 · answer #8 · answered by Mande 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
no use askin strangers da ques..luk deep into ur heart n soul nd u'll know..also u can try meditation..dat shuld help calmin u..wat u really need is lots of luv n care..so b with ur family n frenz..nd giv a deep thought to ur prob..nd da more u think there's sth wrong with u,da more it wuld be..so stop thinkin crap!!
2006-06-21 04:09:30 · answer #9 · answered by Warrior =) 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
its just becos u allowed urself to be what u dont want to be, change for the better.
2006-06-21 04:31:48 · answer #10 · answered by pOOhPhAT 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋