why do i want to kill my self?

Answer 1

because you are twisted and misguided.

Answer 2

Screw these people, You may be suffering sever depression. I have gone through it and still have bouts from time to time. You should really see a doctor asap. Your not crazy deppression can affect anyone and can be brought on by any reason.

I am taking Wellabutrin which keeps me mellow. Depression is just a chemiacle imblance. Unitl you get to see a doctor , get a box and fill it with sand whenever you feel like you want to hurt running your fingers through will calm you. If for some reason it doesnt then call 911 right then and they will come and get you.

If you feel like your family wont understand you can talk to me anytime email me and I will give you my number and it doesnt matter if it day or night call me instead of hurting yourself.

Answer 3

You are experiencing pain and/or hopelessness in your life right now, but you need to know that whatever you are going thru right now is temporary, but if you kill yourself, that is the end, there is no turning back from that. You can change your frame of mind.There is so much in this world that you can be a part of....please seek someone to talk to (counselor, preist, parents, friends, etc). Don't give up...where ther eis life, there is always hope. And know that there are people around you that want to help you....

Answer 4

You're getting sucked into the hyper mania of the world. So many ppl out there are wanting to ask the same question, in fact they never gave themselves the time.

So, well done for asking, and GO FOR LIFE! Get some councelling, chat to your doctor, someone that will keep this information strictly confidential and get some help.

I had a friend at school who wanted to go, she's still here. It's a matter of loving yourself for who you are. If everyone has been making all the decisions in and about your life, then you have your answer. IT'S YOUR LIFE! No one elses. And seriously, don't waste your time on thinking your ****ed up life is your fault. If it is, admit it to yourself and move on. But don't wollow in the pain. If it's about someone else or something not working it's usually an obstacle with a big lesson to learn.

Baby steps. Once your learn to have the courage to say to yourself "I love you," then there's actually not much that can stop you other than yourself, because you have done what is MOST IMPORTANT - acknowledged and loved you. Mean it when you say it. It's heck of a tough the first time, but the second and third time, you realise who is meant to be loving you, and then it starts to feel good. Really. Try it. Once.

Say "I love you" to yourself 11 times silently, then whisper it, then say it, softly, the say it a little louder, get up while saying this, if you're like jelly it's ok, not, then say it again, and go over to the mirror, see a part of your reflection and keep saying it, and then look at yourself, and SAY IT softly and mean it. Keep on saying it until you want to shout it out. Do it if you can. If people rush for you, hug them and say "I love you!" if it's someone you can't then hug yourself in front of them and say "I love you" again to yourself, and say "that's what I was shouting."

If they want to rush you off to therapy let them, if you're in hospital in the next second, be grateful, you're alive. And if you decide you truely love yourself, then you'll do and hang around with people who serve you only. Like people who like you for you.
It's important. No proving/competition, they just like you as their friend.

So friend, email me if you need to, keep posting here to let us know you're alive. WE CARE.

Luv and hugs. lots of them.
Smirti_n. I remember_n.

Answer 5

Sometimes we look at the circumstances of life and then re-evaluate whether or not if life is worth going living based off of the situations that we have going on. Do you think we would have the many things that we do have if it was not for people that had set backs. Albert Einstein could not talk until he was 4, and could not read until he was 10. Michael Jordan was cut from his JV basketball team, Oprah Winfrey was molested, P. Diddy road the short bus, and Winston Churchill didn't become Prime Minister until his sixties, and that's just to name a few. If they would have took their life after their short comings we wouldn't read about them today. Live on, so I can one day ready about your story.

Answer 6

Because your depressed and you dont have any hope. I know how that feels. Please seek out some help. Go talk to someone. You wont believe how much stress it relieves. Wouldn't it be sad if you could have lived a happy life but you killed yourself before you had a chance to see it ? Going to counseling might seem hard to you but once you go you will see the benefits.

Answer 7

Maybe you feel there is no reason to live? You are hurting and it's unfortunate that there is little more you can do except let time go by. Some situations seem unbearable but there is hope. You need to talk to someone right away I bet there is at least one person you can see or call right now that would be willing to help you....

Answer 8

Okay, don't kill yourself... my best friend killed herself. It ruins everyone's life and just know, even if it seems like the world hates you there is always gonna be someone out there who loves you. You are irreplaceable to that someone.

Answer 9

Don't do it . What ever it is its not worth killing your self . Find something to do that would take your mine of that try GOD that always works

Answer 10

Is your problem so big that your family cant help? NO! Is your problem something that will be better in 6 months? YES, probably. There is nothing so horidable as to punish and torture your family for the REST OF THEIR LIVES because of your mental state. Talk to someone!!

Answer 11

u r depressed. That makes u think abt killing yourself. See a doctor. I'm having same kinda problem And i'm planning to see a doc pretty soon.