This is something seriously wrong with me?

Question

Ok i am in a rock with warter pushing at me eroding me but i am having problems trying not to be bi and of coures there are going to be people writeing saying be ur self uadada but listen u know the whole having problems and trouble that comes along with being gay or anything like the depperssion the thing is i enjoy deppersion i laf at it then dose that mean that i do not go through depression What sould i do to help myself get through my so called depression

Ok let me clear this up i am not going to be bi though i would love to be it is not what i am and this is my life my choice even though i enjoy it a little to much both the good and the bad

a life of miserie sounds fun n o it dosent the thing is i fight with my self over this stuff its like there is to of me i just made a funney 2 (BI) ok mabey not funney but thats my life

Answer 1

only if you have acne of a big nose

Answer 2

Wait, let me get this straight. You won't just be yourself because you enjoy being depressed. And now you're complaining because you're depressed? What are you, like 13?

This is just about the stupidest thing I've ever seen. You actually are topping the phobes and freaks in stupidity here. I'm actually impressed by the sheer volume of stupidity here.

You'll be depressed and miserable as long as you continue to live a lie, deny yourself anything true or real, and live the life of a coward. You can choose whatever you want with your life, but some choices are going to make you depressed and miserable. If you choose to deny that you are bi (you'll still be bi, you'll just be a big fraud), then you're choosing to me miserable, depressed, suicidal, and irritating to those around you. And you can "laf" all you want, now you're just the crazy f*cked up guy who is compulsively laughing to himself in the corner like a cracked up nutter because he can't cope with the reality of her life and self in a healthy way. The life you're choosing is fundamentally incompatible with being happy.

Oh yeah, thats a *great* life you're choosing there. And you seem to think that being gay is too tough? Please, being openly bi is a cakewalk compared to the unmitigated hell that you're living now. But hey, it's your life dude. Knock yourself out.

Answer 3

It sounds like your "depression" is caused by the fears you have about being gay. The fact that you seem to enjoy the depression is probably due to your fear of facing the truth - you are Bi! Nothing can change your natural feelings - not even your attempts to suppress them. By laughing at your depression you think you are winning the battle over your emotions, but you are not. You are happier laughing at your depression, rather than having to face the difficult truth about who you are. Everyone that has had to face an extremely painful reality has gone through this.

Please don't fool yourself - this depression will only get worse as you continue to deny your true feelings. Talk to someone - a friend or a professional - but don't laugh at depression - it can destroy you in the end. Best of luck to you. Take care.

Answer 4

Have you ever wondered about the reason of our existence? Have you ever wondered why we die, and where we go after death? What will happen to us in the end? Have you ever asked yourself why God made the earth and all that is in it under man’s dominion? Why were the night and the day, and the sun and the moon created? What are we supposed to do during our lifetime? Were we created just to eat, drink, and enjoy ourselves before we die? As one poet put it:
“I do not know whence I have come.
I saw my feet walking on the road.
As they please I go and stop.
What am I doing here?
How did the road find me?
I do not know! I do not know! I do not know! ”

God has emphasized in many verses of the Qur’an that He did not create us without purpose. He said: “What! Do you think that I created you simply in jest? And that you would not be returned to Me?” (23:115) He also said: “What! Does man think that he will be left to roam at his will?” (75:36) In addition, He said: “Do people think that they will be left to say: “We believe,” and they will not be held accountable?” (29:2)
Indeed, God Has created human beings for a purpose and with a purpose: TO WORSHIP HIM ALONE (Monotheism). He said: “I have not created the Jinn and humankind except only to worship Me. I don't require provision or feeding from them. Surely Allah is the All-provider, the Possessor of all strength, the Firm.” (51:56-58) In fact, all prophets told their people to worship God alone (Monotheism) and shun worshipping His creation (Paganism). God said: “I assuredly sent among every people a messenger with the command: Worship Allah and avoid worshipping false gods.” (16:36)
Prophet Abraham, for example, believed in One God, who had no partner. Anyone who holds a different understanding of God than this has contradicted the religion of Abraham and follows falsehood. God says in the Qur’an: “Those who reject the religion of Abraham make fools of themselves.” (2:130)
Prophet Jesus was reported in the Gospels to have said: “It is written: ‘Worship the Lord your God and serve Him only’.” (Luke 4:8)
Prophet Jacob also said (in the Qur'an) to his people: “Indeed, those which you worship besides Allah are only names that you and your forefathers have established, for which Allah has sent down no authority. The command belongs only to Allah. He has commanded that you worship none but Him. That is the right religion, but most people do not understand.” (12:40)
Read more about the TRUE BELIEVE which supported by the Miracle Holy Quran :
http://www.islam-guide.com/islam-guide.pdf

http://www.harunyahya.com

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Real happiness and peace can be ONLY found in submitting to the commands of the Creator and the Sustainer of this world. God has said in the Qur’an: (Truly, in remembering God do hearts find rest.)
(Qur’an, 13:28)

On the other hand, the one who turns away from the Qur’an will have a life of hardship in this world. God has said:
(But whoever turns away from the Qur’an, he will have a hard life, and We will raise him up blind on the Day of Judgment.) (Qur’an, 20:124)
This may explain why some people commit suicide while they enjoy the material comfort money can buy. For example, look at Cat Stevens (now Yusuf Islam), formerly a famous pop singer who used to earn sometimes more than $150,000 a night. After he converted to Islam, he found true happiness and peace, which he had not found in material success.
To read the stories of people who have converted to Islam, please visit

http://www.islam-guide.com/stories

At this web page, you can read the thoughts and feelings of these people, who are from different countries and have different backgrounds and levels of education.
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Answer 5

"To thy own self be True"

But in regards to dealing with your melancholy.

All you know is the pain mixed in with the good things about you and your life.

So you associate depression with something good.

I am no doctor but seek help from a family member, friend, counselor, case worker, psychotherapist, etc.

Depression can lead to other things like health problems, drug and alcohol abuse and even suicide.

Take care of yourself you are your best and worst friend.

Answer 6

I Ache for you man! I know your torment all too well. I really wish you would go to www.g0ys.com you may have some of your torment taken away by the visit. You don't have to embrace the gay lifestyle you can be g0y it is better believe me.

Answer 7

Read the biographies of other gays. They have already walked down this path, and can offer you the answers that you seek. -- One other suggestion: avoid the religions that irrationally condemn you; they will only add to your frustrations, by trying to force their misguided guilt-laden nonsense on you. ;-)

Answer 8

dude its not a choice, its a sexual orentation its how you are... like im a guy thats how i am... dont be depressed about this... find some thing elce...

Answer 9

b*tch you need major help

Answer 10

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