do i sound bitter?

Question

ive seen hope shine through and ive vanished with the sun taking every light away except itself. i just give up sometimes in trying anything when it fades. i hear "keeping pressing on" yet my arms sit here broken (laughing at me). my heart still sits here turning bitter as sweet songs play trying to add flavor to something so horrible. who cares anyway? oh im sure you do, cause everyone wants to fix something thats broken...i scream "let it break even more and shutup all stupid crying that is not even worth the headache it offers" oh my gosh, some people just need to vanish and let me be shallow with too many things under the surface too count. well, that feels better.


this is something i wrote today on myspace.....

Answer 1

Yes, very. I don't like it.

Answer 2

If your young, it sounds like your trying to convince yourself that you know who you are and have others thinking something is wrong and bugging you all the time trying to get an explanation when you just want to be "you". If thats the case, Quit whining
and realize that parents, friends, relatives and acquaintance's are the only ones who know you. If they don't watch your back, who will....you. Theres a million ways to die, even when you think you have control, even when everyone else is crazy and your the only sane one and my guess is that your gonna run face first into
a few of em' with others trying to divert your path cuz they did the same damn thing once opon a time.
I believe that when people hit a certain age, the way they are then is the way they will be for the rest of thier life. (personality
wise) unless there is a dramatic experience to change your mind....and it will come so pay attention. If your older, alot of the same applies, maybe your dealing with addiction with nagging
intervention attemps, wondering why you really can't do it yourself, but convincing yourself again and again that you can
wanting to just crawl in a hole, away from the world. If thats the
case....Quit whining. All this me, me, me, "let me be shallow"
Open your eyes, cuz your missing out, All this concern of
yourself, while all your friends, parents, or kids are getting older
and won't be around much longer. thats probably why they're buggin you, to get some time with you, to help you enjoy life,
rather then numbing yourself with so much concern of "me,me,me"...or other things....but if your the rebel/loner, life of
uncertainty type, then where your headed maybe just right for you, just don't turn around years from now and wonder why those who were once the only ones who knew you, dont care to
know you at all........then again it could be too late, and I could be
just killin time here.....

Answer 3

You express your self so well. I feel you might being going though some depression and issues right now.Just remember it can always be worse .You could be homeless and in pain or not enough to eat in the winter be cold .I was homeless in Jan after the 1994 quake for over a month my home was bulldozed down.
After being able to have my family alive Things mean very little to me .I know that there is tomorrow and some of it will be hilly and steep and not what I care for.But there is that rare wonderful moment that's just around the bend if we only try to wait long enough to see it come to us. Its well worth the wait . I often now say when people ask that how I am. I say fine weather I am or not I smile and thank them for asking. Its amazing when you say it enough you began to believe its not so bad,

Answer 4

no, your just expressing yourself. You are a beauitful writer. Thats your outlet right there. When somethings happen in life we as humans have this time called self acknowledgement; where we have to go through the emotions of being human. Everyone does it. So, sometimes you feel like you want to make things better or you just want to let it fall and let it become what it becomes. But the important thing is you remember you in the mist.

Answer 5

because of the fact frequently Athiests don't have solid lives and that they don't have that plenty gentle of their lives. Im no longer asserting that they might desire to locate God or something yet frequently thats the main reasons some have hassle with society and socializing with human beings and that darkens their lives much greater or maybe with the indisputable fact that it would not make that plenty sense of why that has something to do with them being bitter in spite of the indisputable fact that it particularly does have plenty i became interpreting a e book and curiously all and sundry desires human beings in the event that they are in a position to't confer with all and sundry they get bitter. Poets, artists, somebody who looks delinquent they attempt to be victorious in out to different human beings via their poetry and artwork.

Answer 6

Stop feeling sorry for yourself, get off your rump and do something constructive. God did not make you a potato head. You were made with a definite purpose. Go to God in prayer, in the name of Jesus, and ask him what your purpose in life is. He will answer you. When you receive that answer just go forth and do it. Jesus loves you and he died for you. Trust in him. Do not trust in the world, or try to pull yourself up by your bootstraps---neither works. Put your faith in Christ.

Answer 7

I didnt even read it and I know you sound bitter...Because the world is a cruel it does things like put losers like Billie Joe in it...

Answer 8

tricky issue do a search onto google that could actually help

Answer 9

No. But I bet if you licked yourself it would taste sweet and sour.

Answer 10

yes, you need some pudding, that will help ease the pain.