For years I've been running from something I've been afraid of...closure. I can't run anymore, I need to face this. The way I feel is starting to affect my life, and I'm starting to lose my control again, I cant control how feel, perceptually angry. I need to face what I've been running for throughout the years. I have a horrible feeling about what I'm about to do, but I know its been more than long enough. I need to do this to move on, and so I don't have another downfall I need to revisit the source my downfall. Yes thats right, I'm going to see a very old friend, scratch that my worst enemy. If its one thing I've learned is that you shouldn't be afraid of fear, pain, or worthlessness, because that will always keep you down, and no one will ever care nor help you.
"Life is like a pit, no matter how far you can climb up, you can slip and fall and end up right back to where you started"....Sometimes worse than before
-Quote from Max Payne 2.
With Love to everyone I care about,
D
2006-06-10 21:01:57 · 6 answers · asked by D 4 in Family & Relationships ➔ Friends
FYI, I've placed this in friends in family, 1) because this is for the friends I have that are going with me, and 2) This is to who this was directed to, someone I hate more than anything.
2006-06-10 21:02:46 · update #1
Depends on what you plan to do when you see your "very old friend/worst enemy." If you're out to make amends with him/her, that's one thing, but if you're out for revenge, I'd classify it as obsession.
2006-06-10 21:10:19 · answer #1 · answered by Muddy 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Hi D, it sounds like you want to take your life in a new direction. Facing fears is a good step in the right direction...Resolving old issues is a good idea. Just one thing, this old friend aka worst enemy...isnt it just gonna hash up old resentments? The more mature thing to do is let bygones be bygones, and then you'll really grow as a person. Let your anger go. Sorry if I sound like some TV self help guru but your question sounds important to you.
PS Just one more thing (ok that's 2 more lol) Why sign off " With Love to everyone I care about," that sounds like so final???
2006-06-11 04:09:48 · answer #2 · answered by cauliflower 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Hey, I dont think ur insane but perhaps you should see a psychologist. I myself have never seen one, but I know many people that have and I dont feel like it would be a bad move for you. They help you work through your problems, and often times help you just feel better by talking about it.
2006-06-11 04:07:36 · answer #3 · answered by joe shmoe 86 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
It sounds like insanity coming to an end. Whether that end is positive or negative is unlcear. It sounds like you're either gonna kill yourself or 'your worst enemy'. Either way, good luck with that.
2006-06-11 15:14:57 · answer #4 · answered by 1/6,833,020,409 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
It sounds like insanity rather than determination. It is controlling you.
2006-06-11 04:06:58 · answer #5 · answered by Altima Girl 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I think you might need some professional help. This seems to be driving you nuts...
2006-06-11 04:50:03 · answer #6 · answered by southernlisa37 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋