What is the meaning of this literary work?

Question

Yes, I the awakened
(March 3, 1968)

As that wondrous song bird lands upon expectations of glee, tears are tumbling like boulders felled by landslides. Her heartbeat blows inward upon a wayward breeze; but the wayward thwarts my bliss like a beguiled serpent. There, the thunder is calling from the distance as marauding darkness is ever closer; slap after slap upon my face are stinging hail stones that are tormenters for this warrior from the far shore.

That blackness spawns tremulous wind-blown protrusions; they are fashioned death arrows. Every barb is of well honed steel, targeting this heart, ruthlessly without worry of the deadliness. As my gazes are past the marauding darkness, the beguiled serpent is serenading her heart. But hark back at my sadness soul; the wondrous song bird sang melodious accolades, knowing my heart is protected by a golden shield.

Answer 1

it is about awakening you r heart and mind to a love that is no more being able know to see what she once was blinded for now she is aware nd she protects her heart from no more hurt from this man

Answer 2

This is a love sonnet. The man is obviously in a war. It is obvious the singing of a bird has lit thoughts as the wind is blowing from his homeland.
It seems he has gotten word that the woman he loves is with another. The slaps in the face is a wicked woman that casts the writer to the wayside.
The loss of the woman is death; but it is death of love. Now her heart is singing; The golden shield is probably hope of better days ahead and a woman to love him, even though he is in a war.