before weeks and weeks, I was okay, like everyone else, with problems but nothing serious. then suddenly I couldnt listen to music anymore. I can only listen to Don Cry by guns n roses. you wont believe but when I am on computer, I listen to this song every single minute and its not on my nerves.
now I cant even watch TV and movies. I can only watch documentaries and I wanna see Grease 1 & 2. thats all I wanna see, nothing else.
and I cant read a lot. I used to read a lot of wikipedia cause I like to learn about some stuff, but now I see that is a lot to read and I just close down the window. a friend showed me her poems. I only read the first line and I couldnt read anymore. so I lied to her that I love all her poems. now I feel guilty cause I didnt read not even one of her poems.
well thats the only thing I do in my life. I talk on msn with my friends and I work all day cause we have a farm. and nothing makes me happy except my friends.
what could be wrong with me?
2007-05-09 11:50:13 · 9 answers · asked by mika 1 in Health ➔ Mental Health
I used to express myself through songs. now I dont wanna express myself, I dont even know if I want to.
sometimes I decide to write something, post a comment to my friends and I write and write and then I think that its not good what I wrote and then I delete everything.
2007-05-09 11:53:44 · update #1
This doesn't sound like depression to me. It appears you might me having a mental brake down. I have suffered with depression on and off through out my teens and adult life. My suggestion is to seek help from a good doctor that deals with the type problems your having.
2007-05-09 12:20:47 · answer #1 · answered by usetoberugman 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You're not 'depressed' clinically, but you are having a 'creative low spot' ... and I think that your 'best therapy' would be to GO OUTSIDE and do something 'totally different' ... since you have a farm, I suggest you ask someone else to 'take over for you' and take a nice 'long weekend' in the nearest BIG CITY ... go to see movies (either very new ones, or art films, or really 'old and moldy' ones) and go shopping and eat a only 'ethnic' places that have foods you can't make at home. DO NOT GO NEAR A COMPUTER FOR ANY REASON for the whole 'long weekend' and not until the NEXT weekend ... except if you use the computer to 'log' your farm activities once you go back to work.
Your 'problem' is that you think you can find 'real life' on a computer, and you can't do that. You can find 'good friends' and you can communicate with them via the computer but that is NOT ENOUGH for anyone to 'live full time' ... your 'friends' will be excited for you and really interested to 'read/hear' what you did when you were 'off in the Big City and COMPUTER-FREE' ... and you'll be able to 'do' the things you used to do creatively again ...
And that 'girl' whose 'love poems' you didn't really read ... you need to get in touch with her and tell her that you were 'not all there' and LIED about reading her poems, and then ask her to forgive you and ask her if you can 'look at them again' ... and when you do take that 'look' do it with LOVE in your heart, and give her a 'good critique' on what she wrote, and not just say 'I loved your poems' ... she'll forgive you and like you all that much more for your 'confession' and asking to see them again ... and THAT IS WHAT A REAL LIFE IS ABOUT.
2007-05-09 12:36:44 · answer #2 · answered by Kris L 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I keep in mind myself a creator (no less than, I write) and I'm no longer depressed. But frustration or even disappointment is anything that comes from writing, in view that, as any person else stated earlier than me, you are no longer simply feeling your possess united states of americaand downs, however your characters as good. I'm an overly emotional individual, I will admit, and I get labored up over stuff that possibly I is not going to. Does how writing goes for me outcome my temper? I believe so. Writing is, for folks who're passionate approximately it, a sort of liberate in their innermost self, and while suddenly anything occurs and that liberate will get up on keep, it will get all bottled up. I bet that is why I name Writer's Block a ailment. You're being slowly tormented to loss of life through the strategies that you simply can not write. Haha, so yeah. Are all writers emotional folks? I believe so. Are all of them depressed? I'm going to need to disagree with that one, even though they undoubtedly all may also be depressed at one-of-a-kind instances.
2016-09-05 13:27:33 · answer #3 · answered by ? 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
it seems like you need to relax and have some fun. Ask your parents to have a day out with your friends. Also, with teh whole change of movie and music, i think you might becoming suicidal since your moive choice became so...different. Don't try and force it, but try and ease yourself into reading and writing again. Relearn the joy of expressing yourself, and having people aware of what your thinking, so that you'll receive more love and support than you already are receiving. At least people are awware of what you feeling...unlike me. Trust me, i'm only 13 and my life is already scrwed cause my family doens't take me seriously. Keep expressing youself so that your family is always aware and serious with you. You don't want to end up with my thoughts...
2007-05-09 12:18:56 · answer #4 · answered by ? 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I would say depression is only a small factor. You at this point sound as if you need more interesting things to occur in your life. You are probably a person that would prefer to be more active in many ways versus a repetitive life style. Are you married, healthily in shape, attractive, if so, than make use of this and put more sparks into your affairs. Light up that fire ")
Use the farm for excitement, roll in the hay ect.....need help, let me know ")
2007-05-17 09:15:58 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
While this doesn't sound like depression to me (you do go out and work, you do see your friends), it does sound like some sort of mental health issue. If I were you, I would make an appointment with my doctor for a diagnosis. A simple pill may be the key to your problem--though therapy will be what is useful in getting to the root of your problem. If you go to therapy, be sure to be honest--they can't be of real help if they don't know the facts.
Feel better.
2007-05-09 12:10:21 · answer #6 · answered by Holiday Magic 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Yes..Id say your depressed or opressed...you need to do something fun for yourself..go to town and join the gymn..get away from the house..go to the beach get some fun in the sun.Al work and no play makes you dull and depressed..its ok though there is a sunny side to life just find it quick.before you get into that same habit you are in for too long. Treat yourself to soemthing that used to make you feel good and keep doing ti ..yo will learn new old behavoir..it works try it.
2007-05-15 01:07:06 · answer #7 · answered by purplehazeinmydrain 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
it could be depression. or maybe just loneliness or something. if youre worried about it, talk to a professional. they know what theyre doing.
2007-05-09 11:57:50 · answer #8 · answered by melissa 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Go to psychcentral.com and take their depression quiz. It will let you know.
2007-05-16 07:56:18 · answer #9 · answered by TAT 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋