For over a year I've been up and down with emotion. I was put on anti-depressants only for treatment of my headaches earlier this year, but I had to go off of them because I began to self harm and was having suicidal thoughts. I only told my doctor about the self harm part though. I have since stopped self harming on my own without any help and now I think about staring it again all the time. A few months ago I had a suicide note written out and I thought taking the rest of my anti-depressants all at once, it might cause fatal effects. With the pills in hand, I just stopped and thats all I remember until I woke up a few hours later. I think I may have fainted or something, but whatever it was, it saved my life. Lately I've been thinking about how I wish I would've dies. Nobody in my family knows about any of this. The only person who knows is my best guy friend. I really just want these thoughts to just get out of my head. They're not simply going to go away on their own and obviously
2006-06-15
09:24:36
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