It's true... I went to school today and there's this murderous voice in my head... every person I see, I can see myself killing them or causing them pain in some way... It's scaring me...
This is worst I've ever felt mentally... the depression seems to be coming back on full force and I don't know what to do with it...
It's not like I'd kill anybody... I have too much self control. I can't approach my guidance counselor and talk to her about it because how does one go about doing such a thing, "Well, geez, ma'am, I'm having murderous and suicidal thoughts. In fact, I can imagine putting a gun to your head and pulling the trigger. Please send me to the nearest psyche ward before I do something bad. Oh, and don't tell my parents..."
I just dont know what to do and I dont want that VOICE to consume me...
2006-09-05
11:39:44
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misery
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Mental Health