When I started high school about 5-6 years ago, I found myself half-assing a lot of things like school, work, life in general and never getting anywhere. If I could i'd go back in time and smack the hell out of myself for being so lazy but that's the past. Back than I decided I wanted to be a fighter, learn Martial Arts and train to become someone even better than Bruce Lee but I always talked the talk but never walked the walk. I quit my job a month ago cuz I finally realized this life was getting me nowhere so, after thinking about it, I decided to attend college. This is my first week. At first I was all pumped up and happy to finally be taking a step forward in life but now, as I try to do my first homework assignment, I get all these feelings that this isn't me and what I want to do. I don't know if these feelings are just me trying to be lazy or there telling me this isn't what I should be doing. Sick of wasting my life on stuff I don't want to do. What do you think?
2007-10-02
16:44:26
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Mental Health